Wooo damn exciting week I had... Everyday is packed with outings and stuffs.. But I simply love it!
I just like being busy busy busy with outings!!
I have sooooooo many pics to waiting for me to upload. But i am sooo lazy!
Anyone kind enuff to teach me how to use photoshop?!? And also who have Photoshop CS2 serial number? I need it!! =/

Well I shall randomly pick some pics during working days...
Introducing my starhubbing friends!!










Oh ya!! Click on individual pic to enlarge!!

I got sooo bored at home one day and I came out with this short short story..... ENJOY YA!!

3:56 AM

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Result came out this morning.
Checked my results in the office using colleague's laptop.
Did badly for my papers...
So many thoughts running thru my mind now.
I remember how I told myself to study well this time, dont be like poly days.
I remember how i used to mug even during 1st week of school and was determined to do well and not let my mum down...
I refrained myself from many things back then just to attend every single lesson, trying to be attentive during lesson and keeping myself updated even b4 the chapters are being taught.
As time goes by.... things started changing....
So many things in my head now but no point saying them all out now. Its too late...


Well... suddenly I recalled the only times i cried for study matters
Once is on the night b4 I was taking my O'level English, I was so worried till i cried on my bed and couldnt sleep. I was controlling so miserably under my blanket cuz I was still sleeping in the same room as my grandma at that time and wouldn't wanna let her hear me.
Ermm the next time would be during Poly. Poly days were my crisis period due to many other reasons that were affecting me. Have to thanks my mum, as she was trying very hard to help me appeal back to course and amazingly we succeeded. Thruout the few years, I cant remember how many times I went buying alcohol from 7-11 and then went strolling and cycling around the whole Jurong and to some dark and deserted places to cry myself out loudly...at one point, I did that almost every night consecutively for few months.
And the next time after that would be now? Argh how I wished I still had my bicycle...and I can grab a few drinks and go somewhere with no living souls around.
Now I dunno how to lift up my head and tell my mum... I failed the papers or should I say.... Mummy.. I failed you... yet again.


I am just so hopeless......

1:25 AM

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