Exams Exams Exams.... / Friday, February 22, 2008
Study..... Study..... Study..... Study..... Study.....I am jus so lazy... but I dont wanna let my mum down... Argh!!Just to update you guys....
Prelims: 23rd Feb - 13rd March
4:01 AM
not again................... / Thursday, February 14, 2008
Yet again and again and again.......
Problem lies with me or am i so unlucky. Am I really that complicated or just problematic?The Shadow of a past character just carrys on reappearing infront of me in a new body.Unfortunately, some past memories buried in me were being dug out all of the sudden and I nearly couldn't take it. Its been so long since I last went out for a drink in the park, I guess its time to get rid of the Long Island Tea that has been kept in the fridge for months.Lying down on the field looking up at the dark skyFamiliar red clouds floating above me up highI can hear the whispering between the wind and the treeFor once I was close with them, but now it is historyNow that I am back to find my friendsYet stranger is what they name me asThese things that I've gone through beforeAnd I thought I won't have to anymoreFacing the same old problems I'm having nowExperienced I should be, but i don't know howSince I am being labelled as an intruderThe mosquitos are asking me to surrenderSo now I am being forced to leaveOr I'll have bites all over me
2:48 AM
Just.......................random / Sunday, February 10, 2008
Something is not right.
Maybe time isn't ripe.
Needs to sort out my mind.
As I am running out of time.
Problems arising from everywhere.
God, please spare me some air.
Carefree I may seem to be.
Stress is suffocating me.
The loneliness in me is growing day by day
Feeling it right now on my bed as I lay
I force myself not to think
Yet the deeper I will sink
I say to myself every night
Soon things will get it right
Thinking that time is all I need
How naive am I like a kid
I cant stop hiding from my fears
How long more can I hold my tears
~ on a random night with random thoughts using an hour of random time and wrote this random poetry ~
(lazy to continue to think, left 2hours of sleep >.<)
5:52 AM