-My mum to let me drive!
-Lamborghini / Porsche / Ferrari
-New Pc
-Air-Con room
-Coat
-Slippers
-Bicycle(optional)
-UOL Bsc Maths & Econs *1st Class Honours* !!!
-Injuries all around my body to heal asap
Sry for not updating!! Being pretty busy with my new job. Yes!! I found a job! Not only busying with work, I am busy with outings too... watched quite alot of movies this 2 weeks and had a chalet few days back too... Busy yet enjoying!! And my colleagues are all very friendly and most of them around my age too...... yay!! More friends.... Ok! gtg slp soon cuz tml working morning shift! and Yikes! 5hours of slp left >.< *gonez*
1:19 AM
back to the past / Tuesday, June 10, 2008
moodless nite, lying down on my bed is not doing any better. was thinking back of something in the past and the images were blurred. jus then i remembered i hav got not a single pic that i can reflect back to. went back to read my past entry on 7th august, i really hope i can turn back time to the 7th aug to save those pics.... and no point turning the time further back to save the situation cuz i know it will never work out and its destined that i had to let it go...... so all i hav left is jus memories that are decreasing day by day..... as i failed to save those pics.
5:05 AM
few days ago i had a huge quarrel with my mum, not like its any of a big deal to most of you, but to me it is. Cuz i only sees my mum like once or twice per month, and we only talked on phone like once per week or 2 weeks,etc... anyway i was like nearly got disowned. Sighz everything is in a mess rite now, not gonna talk much abt it anymore. crap.
5:01 AM
Finally after near to 4mth / Thursday, June 5, 2008
I finally went back Gymming!! And finally collected my membership card that was being with them for 4mths collecting dust n cobwebs!! Went twice this week... and guess what. Too long nv workout, suddenly so chiong i kana muscle aches and its aching like hell la, i never have such extreme aches before >.< not even during NS. I cant even scratch my back, cant even strip off my T-shirt in a fast manner, cant even bath properly, and my chest is swollen huge =S in fact quite nice to see... whahaha
And yea! I finally bought my formal long sleeve shirt!! After visiting so bloody many shops last week and this week..... At last a shirt that is long enuff for my body and arms and not too baggy! I didnt really care much whether izit nice to wear or the design nice or not, I tested the shirt and find the length ok and I jus grab and go.
10:42 PM
just a dream / Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Will dreams (maybe I should call it nightmare instead) turn out to be real? And usually does the character of yourself in the dream actually same as your real self? As in.... will your real feelings be the same as what happened in that dream?
Of all dreams I had recently, I just hope it will never be the one I had earlier. I am starting to suspect the strength in myself. I always thought I am able to resist and even counter it but......................I afraid I am still not ready. Here I am brainwashing myself, trying so hard to forget, and yet............
the wounds that cannot be healed the scars that will always be there