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Now press the Play Button below and enjoy this sad sad song "K - Only Human"
Dont hav the feel for blogging atm (At The Moment), and i am enjoying my big bag of "Lays" now, so i will edit this post in the future. Anyway Enjoy this music. Its one of the song from "1 Litre of Tears" OST. Its a Must-Watch Jap drama and its a very touching n sad show.

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22nd Aug 07 (Wed)

1.40AM - Posting this new entry without actually planning to blog tonite, but Fuk it Man! I am here to RANT! Guess the emotional ups and downs days back are all very 多余. Why should i think back? Why should i even care anymore? I dont giv a damn to Liars especally those whom i considered close to me. Cuz those who know me well, should know that i dont tolerate liars. For Now! And i mean Now! Tonite! I Dont Give A Damn About You Anymore. Waste of my time and effort thinking of resolving. Kana cheated on 4th of July. Understand now? What i meant when i say its better to tell the truth than hiding, cuz the outcome after being revealed is many times worse than by jus telling the truth. Why cant you jus use ur brain and think and compare the outcome of both situation? Well Done! Good Job! Keep it up! Bloody Liar!


ROAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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19th Aug 07 (Sunday)

*Fierce Week + Sleeping King + Fussy Grandma + The Blur Me*

Monday: Woke up around 1+pm, then at 3pm went to meet Jh for meal and stroll at Imm, then helped her abit on Maths before going home. Evening was desperately finding kaki for dinner, 9pm manage to get Yx agreed to accompany me to HKE CC Mcdonalds. I went first and he reached only at 10pm -.- Ate my dinner, watch abit of "one litre of tears" on my portable dvd player, study abit till 12am when Mcd was about to close, we went back to our block and I continue to study abit more, while Yx went back home. Cant remember wat i did but i was online till morning then i went to sleep finally.
Tuesday: Slept only a short few hours and went swimming with Leon, MongWee, Fei & Chris at Jurong East Complex in the morning near to noon. Me and Chris stayed till afternoon around 2pm+ while the rest went off slightly earlier. Ate Kfc there and halfway Chris went off to meet his Gf first so i went home alone after i finished my food. Had my driving lesson at 4pm-6pm and went Je library to study. Didnt study much cuz i was very tired and brain not functioning well maybe due to not enuff sleep previous nite and the swimming and driving. Went home after that.
Wednesday: Had morning class from 8.30pm-11.30pm. I went Lot1 to settle my X-Zone Arcade card, upgrading from Vip to Mip and switch to a Nebo card. Went home after that after spending so many SMSes with Jw42 peeps regarding shopping at around 2-3pm. I really sick of organizing and ppl who dont reply to SMSes or calls, even when you are or are not interested, please reply Yes, No, Not confirm plus reason if possible. Please spare a thought for the organizers and stop ignoring Msges. And also ppl that send this kinda msg saying "U go arrange la, I go sleep first" when the meeting timing i set is around one and a half hour later, and didnt even say whether want or not b4 going sleep, how i possibly arrange with everyone like that. Haiz from now on i really cant be bothered about organizing any shit unless i feels like, seriously we should ask those irresponsible fellows to be the organizers and let them taste what i've been tolerating for years since Poly days. Anyway back to topic, after i reached home, i feel asleep and woke up around 8pm to meet Marv for dinner at Blk 500+ de Kfc. Then last minute decision of going PowerHouse with Jane, Angel, Cy, Yx and his friend. Dunno since when but Angel really can dance well lo... Pattern zui zui... Yx and his friend went off an hour earlier b4 us. We all are so shagged out and our legs all nuah nuah liao but that Angel still can keep on going, so we also continue lo -.- Till finally music stops, end of the party then we went back. Had breakfast at Blk501 kopitiam with Jane and Cy and everyone went home after that. Poor Jane can only sleep an hour and had to go to work.
Thursday: Woke up in the afternoon and went for afternoon class 3.30pm-6.30pm. Accompany Jane till her class starts at 7pm. Then went to meet Yx n Marv at Clementi and we went Meridien for dinner. Again last minute decision, we decided to go Mos tonite. Wa?!? Continuously chiong for 2 nights? Siao bo...this 2 super siao chiongster.. Somemore Jane nv sleep at all still wan go chiong, and next morning got work again. Really worried abt her health but as her bro, i will surely accompany her and Yx lo. Passed my bag to Marv to help me bring it back and set off to Clarke Quay with Yx to meet Jane. Super damn crowded lo, got event going on and cuz whogoing.sg giving free entries online thats y. As usual, Mos disappointed me again. Music not really good, and its the usual horrible population of Malays over there. Went home at 3am+ and reached home around 4am. Got home nia and my grandma making a fuss of some matter... Damn Pissed!!!
Friday: Didnt get to sleep much after reaching home from Mos, had to wake up for morning lesson le. Heng afternoon lesson was cancelled or else i really can drop dead in Sim. Meet Leon, Weifu and his friends up for lunch. Weifu sure hav alot of friends in Sim le lo, unlike me =/ After lunch Me and Weifu went Jp to play arcade till Jm, Cy and Marv's arrival. Walked around shopped abit, and decided to rent Dvds for movie marathon at Jm's place at nite. After i reached home i immediately concussed on my bed, after several calls n SMSes from Jw42 gang, i finally woke up to realise they had finished 2 movies without me cuz i concussed for too long and too late. Went to join them for the other 2 movies and talking cock session in Jm's room. Went for supper at around 4am with Yx n Cy on Cy's pickup to Blk501 kopitiam. After that we went home.
Saturday: Woke up in the afternoon, set off at 5pm+ to jp to meet Jh. Took wrong bus and only realised after the bus went pass Lakeside Mrt and turned in to corporation road. I walked a pretty long distance back to Lakeside Mrt and decided to take a train to BoonLay. I saw the train arrived so i dashed up the escalator to hop in the train in time. Guess wat?!? I took the train that is going the opposite direction! Crap la!! So kam gong, took wrong bus then took wrong train.. -.- After i reached jp, met up with Jane n April for a little chat b4 meeting Jh at Mos for dinner (Mos Burger not Ministry of Sound -.- if tonite chiong again i think i will collapse there) After dinner we shopped around sportslink and went Taman Jurong for the National Day Carnival. We strolled around Taman Jurong CC and nearby. The booths and events are mostly by Jss students therefore lots of Jss students over there including the audiences, and Jh is sure very popular in school lo! Met so many friends there... After strolling, i see her home at around 10+pm and i went Jec to meet Jane and her gang up. Wa i nearly took the wrong bus to Jurong East again lor, heng i realised it b4 i board onto the bus. Wats with me today sia, kept taking wrong bus/trains. Reached Jec, played abit of Arcade games and chilled at Chevrons for the rest of the nite.
Sunday: I haven sleep after Chevrons till now, which is 8am+ le. Later 10am i having bball session with Jw42. Wa this week is sure very occupying and fantastic. Although its damn tired n shag but its shiok! Thats all about sunday cuz the day has only jus beganed... To be continued....


*Add-ons Special *

Firstly, during self-studying in the library on Tuesday, some random thoughts suddenly came across my mind.. No, i am not sad or upset about anything or anyone. Its jus some meaningless thoughts about the past. Secondly, hmmm these few days while nuahing on my bed I've been puzzling with some issues, my mind cant seems to control wat i am doing, but my heart is. I really need to do something about it. Thirdly, I am really very sick of this home!!!

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9th Aug 07 (Thurs)


"The Disaster"

Its was around 2-3am+ on Tues 7th of Aug, after abit of gaming, i stopped and chatted on Msn with Jh. After she went to bed i was as usual staring at my monitor blankly cuz i was quite sick of Dota already, till i came to realise one of my icon on the desktop was not right, its was the "Steam" program. (Its a program to login to play half-life, CS, etc games). Therefore after tried running it, i realised the main steam.exe file was missing and i had no clue why. So what i did was, i went to run the installer again and i didnt realised i selected the wrong folder to install in, i missed out the "Steam" directory and i installed it in the main folder. (My main folder is where i arranges everything into neat folders) Its when i saw lots of non-folders icon on my main folder, i realised i installed in the wrong folder. Programs like this cant be shifted between different folders by jus cut-and-paste, so i decided to reinstall it. I went to click on (Start-all programs-valve-steam-uninstall steam), and i was looking at the bar stucked halfway and it is still uninstalling despite seconds to minutes. So i clicked on the "Stop" button and i saw 95% of my main folder is gone. (What a stupid uninstalling script by Steam!!!)
This Pc have been with me since Poly days, its been roughly 4years. Everyone knows that I am someone who faces my Pc more than any other things else. Its like my brain, my diary, my photo album, my 24/7 mp3 player when playing game or while in my sleep(without music i cant sleep well), my listening ears and buddy when i feels down everytime, so much more to be named out.
It knows when to play the right songs when i am gaming, when i am sleeping, to wake me up from my sleep in the morning, when i am feeling sad or feeling high.
It gives me a pat on my back when i feels heartache with my head and tears on my desk.
It brings laughter, sadness, anger, sweetness into my life.
It lets me keep in touch with the world.
Most importantly it reminds me of my old times, jus like the title of my Blog.
"All about me, my life and people around me"
Every Songs, photos, information files i stored means something to me, they are all part of my past. And i am someone who often refers back all the old stuffs to remember of myself in the past. I will smile, laugh, miss, cry, fear, angry at them, they are all my memories. Without them, i will probably slowly starts to forget everything 1 by 1.
Anyway back to the topic, the losses are thousands of songs, photos, important files, but i am actually more depressed due to the losses of my photos. I really likes taking photos of me, my friends and things around me, its like every now and then i will jus take out my hp and snap.
The moment i saw my folder being wiped out, my brain was being reformatted as well. The next thing i did was, i shutdowned my Pc and headed to my bed and lied there staring blankly at the walls n ceilings for hours with my emptied brain.


"The New Me?"

New me? I have made a decision to be a different me from 7th Aug onwards. Not much differences, just trying to change my thinkings and goals of my life, as well as my priority ranking, hope i can succeed. Whether can i or can i not retrieve back the files i lost, i leave it to fate, and i am not gonna get bothered by it that much anymore. Its time to move on and stop living in my past.
Lets go back to what i did on Monday. I went for a run with fei in the afternoon, then went library to self-study for abit in the evening and met Jh for dinner n stuffs at nite.
Tuesday, after i woke up from the disaster, chatted with some ppl via sms and msn but some of the chat wasnt really pleasant. I cant really remember wat i did but only remembers i spent my whole evening-nite at library and Jp's Mcdonalds, self-studying alone and fei joined me later on.
I dunno why but while cracking my brains on Mathematics, i am actually unknowingly throwing aside every problems i am facing. I felt so much better after the self-studying and reached home around 11pm+. Forced myself to bed quite early after i reached home cuz i am having early class the next morning. I dont usually sleep that early so it took me quite awhile for me to reach my dreamland.
Wednesday, Woke up early without any problems, not as rush as usual, so i took and switched among buses all the way to SIM. As usual, the lonely me sitting alone listen to the Indian lecturer speaking in that fast and "Chim" accent. Luckily she is the Maths lecturer, at least thats my best subject or else i probably wont be able to understand or catch what she is saying. Anyway her way of teaching is really CMI (cannot make it). Its hypnotising lor! Making me dozing off in the lesson of my favourite subject. Wth! Comparing her with the Statistic Lecturer Mr. Bernard Ong, i will give him 7 and give her 3. She can even make a joke so dull, when the joke can actually be quite funny if its told by someone else. Well anyway ended my lesson before noon, was undecisive on what to do or where to go, and just then, Marv asked if i wanna go Ntu with him so the shui-bian-me of cuz agreed la. Ended up i didnt manage to catch the bus Marv is on, so i went Library to self-study again. It was around 2pm+ when i stepped into the library, expecting to be able to find a good seat with table cuz its still early. But, its National Day Eve! Its totally opposite of what i am expecting. I walked few rounds on the 3rd floor till i saw someone left so i took over it. Marv joined me at 5pm, and i carry on cracking my brains yet happily trying to solve Marv's Maths tutorial questions till Jane arrived at 6+pm then we went for dinner and chit-chatting session. Went to the bball court near Jp at 8+pm to join Jm and rest. Went home at 10+pm. Took a shower and set off back to Jp at 11-12am for midnite movie "Bourne Ultimatum". It is a great and must-watch movie. First time i felt pain in the eyes and body being tired when i am watching movie. Maybe its due to my flu and sore throat this few days and as well as long hours of studying. Its 4am+ now and its National Day, wonders hows my day like today. Hope its occupying as well...

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25th July 07 (Wed)

Ermm went to watch "Invisible Target" the movie by Nicholas Tse. Quite a typical hongkong stunts and fighting movie but its quite worth the money la, considering its 2hr+ even longer than HarryPotter, and quite alot of fighting scenes. There is this ending scene whereby one of the main actors hugging his Gf who was crying cuz she was so worried, he was trying to relieve her by sayanging her head and saying "Guai", "Mei Shi Le", "Dui Bu Qi", etc.... I felt so emo suddenly while watching this particular scene. And was thinking of my life, and how i wish i hav a gf whom i can really take care of and teng her alot alot. Well, which guy would not want to? But think of my past experiences, every experience is making me pessimistic against relationship. I seriously thinks staying single is more trouble-free and better for me but will feel so hmmm missing out something sometimes, well maybe cuz i am not occupied enough, considering my steady friends arent alot so i always trying so hard to find peeps to go out. I am someone who lives for not jus myself, my priority is r/s as well as friendship.


Anyway i had some thoughts about "filial" some days ago... People often thinks i am not filial, etc. But i dont think so, well maybe becuz most ppl in sg have the thinking of a typical asian. Do i have to spend most of my time at home to accompany my family to build up the bond between us, do i need to always ask them or talk to them about happenings in each others' life, etc... I am not really very into their life and happenings doesnt mean that i am not filial, i dont like to talk much with my family members doesnt mean that i am not filial. Maybe most things i eat, most things i do, most of the time my thinking and my character... are all very westernised. Therefore my way of showing filial piety is different. I still do know that i have the responsibility to take care of the elders in my family, I definitely wans and hope that they can enjoy to their fullest and will definitely provide them with anything they wants provided that its within my power.


4th Aug 07 (Sat)

Woke up at 10+am with bad appetite, spinning head, upset stomach due to ytd nite's ktv session at chevrons. Drank abit over my limit and i vomited quite abit. Anyway ate Roti Prata and drank Milk, and even the Milk had Chivas taste in it -.- After abit of games i went back for a short nap cuz i wasnt feeling well. I woke up near evening time i am much better already, and starts my sms and msn routine to get the amount of ppl going for the movie tonite. Booked the tix online, it was 8.50pm FlashPoint at Plaza Sing. Jm drived Me,Marv,Yx,JiaHui to Ps, while HongJie and Cy joined us later on. Jh really wowed me with her dressing tonite i was pretty much impressed and shocked, reason is cuz my impression of her was her usual sporty or young girl attire ba, but she looked much matured tonite. Anyway the movie was hmmmm same as my usual comments...alright la, not bad. Yx was like pretty much motivated and "leveled-up" after the show, impressed by the sparring which he says those are Judo's skills. Anyway we went Giraffe after the movie, I dranked Erdinger shared with Jh. I was quite excited on seeing Yx's order but he ordered beer this time. So after our chilling session at Giraffe, we went to a nearby kopitiam to have supper at around near 1am. After supper Marv n Yx took cab home, while Me, Jh and Jm went to JurongHill after senting Cy home. Cuz Jh suggested on not going back home so early, and the Jm actually agreed and drived us there and i was very surprised cuz Jm seldom so onz one lo. After chit-chatting and stuffs, we sent Jh home at abt 4am and poor Jh kana lectured by his dad n bro. So now 6+am i am writing this half-asleep already, so what i wrote above are quite summarised. Gtg to bed le, having bball at 10am. Nitez.

Below are some pics i took on 3rd Aug Fri nite...

Me and The Drunkard


Size 4 vs Size 12 =P

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