21st July 07 (Saturday)

Spent my Night at Plaza Sing (PS) and then went to the Restaurant Pub opposite across the road infront of PS called Giraffe with Weifu, Marv and Yx. Just a simple chilling and chit chatting night for us at the pub. Really funny when i saw the expressions on all of our faces when the very 1st drink arrived on our table, which is Yx's B52. It was more like jus only a shot and it cost about $12.90 w/o GST, therefore as usual, the unsatisfying Yx ordered another drink and the taste was awful. I cant remember the name but it was mixed with lime and Yx named the drink as Sea salt water. While Marv kept gulping on his 2 bottles of Erdinger Beer and was pretty happy with his drink. Whereas Weifu, same as Yx, regretted his choice after he tasted it. While me, I ordered Grape Cosmo and was quite satisfied with mine, compared with Yx and Weifu, although mine was jus an okok drink. Not forgetting how we were amazed by skillful female staff who poured the Erdinger from the bottle into the glass before serving Marv his 2nd Erdinger. None of us had seen anyone did that b4 so we were quite impressed. Anyway below are some pictures i took at the Pub.


Comparison between my wallet and Yx's B52


B52 Vs Erdinger (same price -.-)


The happy man with his glass of Erdinger


This is my Grape Cosmo



22nd July 07 (Sunday)

Woke up in the afternoon and game abit and i received this msg from Marv that ask if wanna go Bugis shopping. Iwas like "HUH?!?!?" Cuz that pretty weird for Marv to ask Jw42 to go town area, as he always prefer to go jus nearby in the west area for most activities. Anyway we met up at around 5+pm to Bugis. 5 of us (Me,Marv,Yx,Cy,Chris) walk around Parco Bugis Junction to look for presents and Marv bought a long-sleeved shirt for his upcoming opening of school, explaining that he might need it for formal occasions or accompany classmates who are clubbers? Wat crap reason is that... Anyway we walked for so long that all of us were tired and hungry, so we settled down at an eating house near parco. We had beef noodles, the food is alright and the portion is jus nice for us.


Me and Chris (dont know why i always like to rest my arm on other's shoulder =X )
Ah~~ Shit!~!
I think i was too engrossed in the food that i forgot to take pictures of it. >.<

After dinner, we carried on walking for awhile and took the train back west area. We meet up Weifu and played arcade at JEC. Chris and Me wanted to go Kbox but the rest were either tired or had something on the next day early morning. So we went back home after that.

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20th July 07 (Friday)

As i mentioned Fei staying overnight at my place, he left in the morning, while i woke up at around 2pm. Busy settling my time table for my classes which is gonna commence at around the start of Aug. The available classes left for me to choose was soooo limited that i hardly hav anymore choices, anyway my timetable sux. I even hav 4 lessons on Sat late afternoon. Crap!
Set off at 4+pm to hav my haircut and Yx accompanied me as he had no keys to go back home. Damn heavy rain showered down suddenly while we were still walking our way there. We paused several times on the way there and were both pathetically drenched. Anyway a different lady cut for me which ended up i thought that it doesnt look nice. Doesnt matter much to me since my hair gets thick easily that i hav to visit them regularly so shui bian lo...
After that Yx rested at my place while i played abit of Dota and getting prepared to set off to JP to meet Fei and his friend for 7pm movie. Reached Jp and we played abit of arcade b4 we went in. The movie ended at 9.30pm, much shorter than previous few episodes i thought, considering first 20mins was commercial, the movie was like only 130mins. Overall i think the movie was ok, but my favourite is still episode 2&3 (Chamber of Secrets & Prisoner of Azkaban) Anyway i went to return the DVD i rented and went to play abit of arcade again. Oh man izit the timing for the bball shootout being reduced or izit my skills really deproved that much? I been struggling around 400+ points recently, today i hitted around 500 but was much much lesser than last time when i can jus hit at least 550 in every game i played. Met XueLi with her friends there unintentionally too. At 10+pm i went off for home...

Anyway i hav a pic of a cat which i took on 11th July after a nite bball session with jw42. Took at the coffeeshop at blk456. I think quite nice and funny cuz it was like staring at the camera (well maybe only for me, cuz i like furry animals like dogs, cats, hamsters ALOT!)

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19th July 07 (Thursday)

Woke up at 10am+ and busy with washing up and packing of my bag, as i will be outside for the whole day. Having my driving lesson at 11am and practising around the common test route and went back lakeside and ended my lesson at 1pm. So next on my schedule for the day would be the 2pm Enrolment talk at SIM, so since i had plenty of travelling time so i took a straight bus from lakeside instead of taking the train to Clementi and switch to a bus.
Reached SIM exactly at 2pm so i went to the registration counter to check with the lady if my name is in the attendance list. (Becuz i registered quite late so i actually haven received confirmation letter from UOL that i am being accepted) I was so glad and relieved at the same time to know that i am being accepted by UOL. The crowd at 2pm was pretty huge already. I was even astonished when i turned my back and saw the size of this crowd actually grown 3 times larger 15mins after the start of the talk in the lecture theatre(LT). And the last time i been in a LT was during Poly days which is around late 2004 (cuz 2005 i was having internetship). Wow!! 3 years already, time flies while serving NS. I actually felt awkward thruout the talk in the LT, partly was maybe becuz i was sitting at the front few rows and not much ppl were around where i am sitting. Halfway thru the talk, Leon called and then i knew they came into the LT to look for me.
Look at this crowd >.<
Oh the white T-shirt guy is YiLun while the one on his right in light blue is Fei

Anyway, after the talk n refreshment break. We decided to go off and skipped the 2nd part of the talk. I then carried on with my schedule which is collecting of my spectacles (the one i talked abt in the previous entry) at nearby Ginza Plaza located at West coast area.

Well I suddenly felt pretty tired, sleepy and restless after the driving n talk stuffs, maybe partly also due to my usual insufficient sleep. But then i still have to meet a friend at Clarke Quay at 6pm. And had another 2hours+ of "lecturing" talk regarding a MLM company, its story, plan and products. Ended at 8pm+ and my head was like its gonna explode anytime for being absorbing too much things suddenly in a day after so many years of slacking with my brain.
So the very last thing left in my schedule is to go Jurong Point(Jp) to rent Harry Potter part4 DVD from TS and went home. Fei came over to my place to watch tgt and he will be staying overnite since its late.

Oh ya.. not to forget the photo of this ridiculously expensive spectacles which i promised to upload once i collected it. The brand of the frame is called "Japonism"

I like metallic silver-grey coloured things...


I already looked so lang bei already, now even worse with the spectacles on.

I never watched Harry Potter b4 till recently i chiong part1- 4 all at once. Tml which is friday will be going for a haircut and then watching harry potter part5 at Jp with Fei and his female friend. Not that i wants to be their light bulb but i really really really cant find anyone else to watch with me le. Yea although my initial plan was supposed to be watching with someone but really was very disappointed once again, and couldnt watch with that someone was only part of the reason why i am disappointed. Its also becuz the idea of watching Harry Potter Pt1-4 is so that i can watch pt5 with her and this plan we decided had been made like months back? Sighz... already disappointed enough to know she watching with a friend instead, so what if its a best friend that came back sg, so what am i? Someone who doesnt worth being to be put into considerations? But breaking a promise made months back and its not the 1st time this happens, why still wanna hurt this guy's heart over and over again ne? Why dont think of other way to resolve? Not like there aint any other nice movie? Cant talk with that friend if she mind watching other movie? Why izit always our date our plan our decision being the FIRST that came thru her mind to be changed to suit her situation. Why cant be other way around. What am i? Okok nvm wo rang bu wo rang lo.. but how many times do i need to repeat that. If its any of you reading this now, i bet you will get sick n tired too. You probably wont even trust that person, OR make anymore arrangements, OR even if arrangment is being made, you probably dont even dare to hav high expectation of the outcome. If anyone were in my shoes, he/she probably will become more defensive and will always think twice to everything associated with that person....reason why is becuz to protect him/herself being hurted again.
After so much disappointment, later on also found out she watched it even before she meet her that best friend.. with someone else. So that means she gonna watched it twice. Ok wats this? Anyone but me? Rather watched with anyone over n over.. but me? Aint watching HP is our plan made months back? How come ended up you watched twice with others then what is this? Even if u dont mind watching with me the 3rd time. I wont want it! I am lazy to explain the reason why.. Jus think if you were me. Jus try to be in my shoes and THINK...
!@#!@%!#%@#%
Whatever la... tml i will be going to watch it with them, although i wont be enjoying to my fullest compared with... you know. But better than desperately asking everyone around me with not much hope.

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14th July (Saturday)

Intend to wake up in the morning to go over SIM and RELC to settle my payments and registration, but i woke up late in the afternoon instead. Went SIM with my Mum cuz she needs to write the cheque and after settling everything, she brought me to the Spectacle shop located opposite Ginza Plaze cuz i wanted to make a new pair of glasses for driving and future school needs.
It was freaking $700+ >.< , what i had in mind was somewhere around the usual $200+ range. The frame itself costed $700+ near to $800 but cuz my Mum was a regular customer there for many years so they reduced it to $600+ for the frame and then $100 for lens. The frame i chose was made by a famous Japanese designer but anyway i think who made it doesnt matter, i was really very shock to know the price after that. I will only get to collect it next week so i will get a pic uploaded real soon.
I also did another vision check and my eye sight is still unchanged. I am a damn lucky fellow i thought...cuz i been a game addict during poly days till now i still plays quite alot. I can face the Pc for 10+hours without resting my eyes at all for days or even weeks. But my eye sight since primary sch till now, it is always around 100+degree unchanged.
We left West coast at around 5pm my Mum droved to Taman Jurong to pick Fei up and then she dropped us off at Jp. I went to return some rented DVDs and Fei hav to go meet his friend at other places after that. So i was alone walking around and making calls n SMSes to Jw42 to arrange activity for the nite.
Went to play abit at the Arcade and at 7pm then set off to Chevrons to meet Jane, and we manage to get a room for 9+pm so we chilled for there drinking. chatting and playing pool for around an hour+ till Cy and Chris arrival. Marv and Jm joined us later on, while Cy had to make his move cuz he was last min being recalled back camp. Then halfway thru the Ktv session, Chris invited a female friend of his along. For once i thought it is always me trying to get female friends into Jw42, but i seems to be lacking of Nu Ren Yuan so i couldnt do much to help. Well done Chris! So when will it be Yx,Cy,Marv,Jm,etc...?

Below are some pics took during the Ktv session....

Marv aka K歌之王


JinMin who always sing English songs, and who always deny the fact that he likes Nike too (what are u wearing now?) -.-


Chris and Me! Chris always so shy one lei -.- Must change this bad habit man!


Me and Jane

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6th July 07 (Friday)

Went to Sakura with 3 of my brothers of Jw42 gang (Marv, Jm, Chris)
Its a buffet with jap,western,chinese,etc foods. Marvellous! Better than Sakae or Seoul Garden cuz Sakura is like a combination of everything.
This is the 4th time i went there le. The branch i referring to is located at JurongEast area inside Science Centre.

My fav food is Raw salmon, Fried prawns, Chicken Chop, Cooked Dori Fish, Satay, Herbal Chicken Soup, etc...


After our fantastic meal at around 9+pm we went Chevrons to chill and hav a short little ktv session. Meet up with Cy and we chilled and played pool a little till 12am and sang till 2+am and went home.



7th July 07 (Saturday)

Went to Jm's place with Chris and Marv. Discussing abt holiday trip for next week. Ended our discussion at 5+pm and went to HKECC (Hong Kah East Community Centre) to hav our meal at Mcdonalds. Then went to Taman Jurong de lan shop to play games. And then reach home at around 10+pm.
Below is one of the pic i accidentally took and found it funny..on the left is Jm (short for JinMing) while on the right is Chris (short for Christopher) . Awwww Sooo Sweet !!!!

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4th of July (Wed)

Today as usual, rot at home gaming till evening then went to accompany yx to hav his dinner at 496 kopitiam. Chatted abit and then he suggested clubbing tonite. Alright since my original plan of wearing red to go bugis for tonite suddenly changed so i am free and i took out my hp and start smsing around lo.. Was actually quite confirmed le. When i reached home i was so bored that i felt asleep and then woke up t 9+ and start calling those ppl who are going and those who are still pending. End up we cancelled le =/..... Then i continue rotting gaming at home till now which is 5+am le.. Damn no life lor me. Quite sick of this lifestyle le. Argh. Hope i really can get into sim and hope the course starts asap. I am so desperately in need of things for me to busy with and more new friends who are outgoing to go out with.



曾经有一个人说过 “Aiya my wkend 就是这么 boring, Hai, 如果你没当兵就好了。"
可是我觉得你的 weekend 很好啊， 反而我的更难受。 我现在没当兵了，又怎样？ 都是骗人的。
其实当我还在当兵时，我好期待。甚至到处问朋友 for ideas of places and activities to go or do，
我都有写下来。Ord 这么久到了， 终于等到这个星期。 我的 list 终于可以拿出来看了。 一整天我的心情蛮好的。 今天不能见面也就算了， 可是。。。突然心情变得很遭。 Evening 的时候， 还很期待的在想明天的事， 甚至还跟 Yx confirm le 明天的 Ice-skating。 我看也算了吧。 什么事， 我都从来也没有在 priority 过。 还在 Sms 说什么大话。。。 也是骗人的。 我真的累了。。。我那么期待的， 等了这么久的， 努力想要的， 我从得不到。 还要我据续撑下去， 我哪还有力量和精神啊。
很多事不是我不想等，不是我不想要，不是我变心。 我也是人啊， 我有感觉的， 而且我的比别人的来得脆弱。每次都让我心碎， 我是会累得， 我是会怕的， 我是会开始越来越想退缩的。
我真的觉得。。 我们都没错， 只是放手会比较好过。 不用说对不起， 错的不是你。 问题在于我， 是我撑不下去， 该说对不起的人是我。 对不起， 我让你伤心一次又一次， 我说的都做不到。
好啦。为了你好， 也为了我好。 我真的希望你能放手， 不然我也真放不下。 毕竟你自己也知道我的 pattern 了。 我没说朋友也做不成， 只是需要一些时间我们才能联络， 不然历史又重演。

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阿沁 - 其实还爱你

我讨厌 阴天的风 冷得那么刺痛
只有你 能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落 被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你 找到离开的理由
每一夜 闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝 直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住 你的心
我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实还爱你

每一夜 闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝 直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住 你的心
我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实还爱你

可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实还爱你

and i mean it............. sighz.
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Wat a.... nothing much for me to cheer about... day.
Morning woke up to go for medical appt, then rest abit till 1pm for my driving lesson.
Came back at 3pm and slept till 10+pm.
Already so bored and emotional over recent problems and trying to settle my mind down abit but suddenly everything became worse after some incidents.
Haiz... actually what i want for my life is quite simple, but it seems impossible.

- A stable career to 养家. My parents, relatives, kids, wife, siblings, etc... (still pending since i haven reach that stage)
- 2 or more kids (not too much la -.-) i dont wan my kids to be the only child cuz i dont wan them to be like my childhood
- parents as well as my uncles n grandma to be able to live long enuff till they see me becoming successful and all grown-up. And at least enjoy what i am able to give them and pls live longer >.< (why am i talking abt this -.- Choi!) - Most importantly my wife. she must be totally able to "merge" with me. whatever we do, we do it together if not at least support one another. honesty is the main key too. nth should be kept between one another. And of cuz faithful to one another is very important, which i suppose Everyone also think so. We must hav chemistry and must be understanding to one another as well. Aint those i mentioned are what everyone wants too? What i wants is a very simple relationship rite? Well in summary, what i hope for my future wife is someone who will always be by my side supporting me, who will nian me and not neglecting me. Of cuz i will never let her down la, she will always hav the full of my heart, shes givs me alot, i givs her even more. And with my dearest being sweet with me all the time, whatever i do, career and everything would be much more better, cuz how my relationship goes affects my mood and mood affects what i do, my motivation comes from her more than my friends do. 也就是说我要的，只是我爱的人，能爱我多一些， 粘我多一点， 我就心满意足了。 可是真的很难吗？ All i want is just a simple n sweet relationship =/ seems impossible.
- Friends! They are important roles in my life too. Cuz friendship last longer than relationship, or maybe cuz my relationships are always so hmmm not lasting. I can say they are much important than my family after i reached teenage days. Really great thx to my poly friends and Jw42 as well as camp mates. Actually my friends are really quite limited lei, always searching around my contact list in my phone to find friends out but like not much lei.... -.- Anyway i can only hope that these remaining friendships i still holding on to will last forever. And hopefully i can get to make more new friends around ba, cuz i really need more steady friends around to accompany this irritating me who always so wu eng... everyday must go out, must game, must do something, dont sleep, dont like to rest, like superman like that engine keeps on going 24/7.

Alright thats all for tonite. The first 2 days of this new month didnt came out well, hopefully tml can be a different day ba. Everyday being so emo really making me insane soon. Losing interest in everything, losing appetite till i can 2days no need eat proper meal. Think i am going back to my games le ba. Nitez....

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My First ~ ~ ~

01-07-07 Sunday



My First Blog Account
My First Entry
My First day of "a new life"

Wont be writing much cuz its my last min decision to blog since i had nth to do now, and its abt 2.50am (Mon) now. Jus anyhow crapping around la, so dont expect too much...

Ok back to Sunday Morning. Woke up at 9am+ feeling very down and so i didnt went for bball which i already confirmed with Jm that i am going. Anyway my left foot still hurts so i might as well stay home n rest my foot so next week hopefully i can play better.
Dotaing all the way till evening and start preparing to go for movie at Jp 9pm+ show with Yx,Chris,Cy,HongJie,Fei. Damn Gv site always in heavy traffic status and i cant book on sat and sun. The movie is not bad imo (in my opinion). Then came home surf net abit change my Msn personal msg to "我一等要说到做到。 我行的。 我会开心的！！！ 哈哈哈!!! ~~~~~~ Argh! 真的好放不下 >.< 不行啦！ 我得撑下去！" and then went to play a game of dota and now blogging away... Thats all for my sunday.
Everyday jus rot n rot like very no life, haiz. In additionally, i've been feeling real down these days. So down that it seems like wateva i am doing, my soul wasnt with me.
Hopefully the start of this new month of July will be much better ba. Wish that my life in this new month can be more occupying so that i wont feel emo so often everyday, 不然我真的会崩溃的！！！
Oh ya forgot to apologise for this dull looking post cuz i haven really explore much yet, 我会进步的！
Hmmm ok thats all for my very first entry. Hopefully next entry can be more interesting and colourful? Bye...

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