Fulfilling Thursday And Disappointing Issue / Friday, July 20, 2007
19th July 07 (Thursday)
Woke up at 10am+ and busy with washing up and packing of my bag, as i will be outside for the whole day. Having my driving lesson at 11am and practising around the common test route and went back lakeside and ended my lesson at 1pm. So next on my schedule for the day would be the 2pm Enrolment talk at SIM, so since i had plenty of travelling time so i took a straight bus from lakeside instead of taking the train to Clementi and switch to a bus.
Reached SIM exactly at 2pm so i went to the registration counter to check with the lady if my name is in the attendance list. (Becuz i registered quite late so i actually haven received confirmation letter from UOL that i am being accepted) I was so glad and relieved at the same time to know that i am being accepted by UOL. The crowd at 2pm was pretty huge already. I was even astonished when i turned my back and saw the size of this crowd actually grown 3 times larger 15mins after the start of the talk in the lecture theatre(LT). And the last time i been in a LT was during Poly days which is around late 2004 (cuz 2005 i was having internetship). Wow!! 3 years already, time flies while serving NS. I actually felt awkward thruout the talk in the LT, partly was maybe becuz i was sitting at the front few rows and not much ppl were around where i am sitting. Halfway thru the talk, Leon called and then i knew they came into the LT to look for me.
Look at this crowd >.<
Oh the white T-shirt guy is YiLun while the one on his right in light blue is Fei
Anyway, after the talk n refreshment break. We decided to go off and skipped the 2nd part of the talk. I then carried on with my schedule which is collecting of my spectacles (the one i talked abt in the previous entry) at nearby Ginza Plaza located at West coast area.
Well I suddenly felt pretty tired, sleepy and restless after the driving n talk stuffs, maybe partly also due to my usual insufficient sleep. But then i still have to meet a friend at Clarke Quay at 6pm. And had another 2hours+ of "lecturing" talk regarding a MLM company, its story, plan and products. Ended at 8pm+ and my head was like its gonna explode anytime for being absorbing too much things suddenly in a day after so many years of slacking with my brain.
So the very last thing left in my schedule is to go Jurong Point(Jp) to rent Harry Potter part4 DVD from TS and went home. Fei came over to my place to watch tgt and he will be staying overnite since its late.
Oh ya.. not to forget the photo of this ridiculously expensive spectacles which i promised to upload once i collected it. The brand of the frame is called "Japonism"
I like metallic silver-grey coloured things...
I already looked so lang bei already, now even worse with the spectacles on.
I never watched Harry Potter b4 till recently i chiong part1- 4 all at once. Tml which is friday will be going for a haircut and then watching harry potter part5 at Jp with Fei and his female friend. Not that i wants to be their light bulb but i really really really cant find anyone else to watch with me le. Yea although my initial plan was supposed to be watching with someone but really was very disappointed once again, and couldnt watch with that someone was only part of the reason why i am disappointed. Its also becuz the idea of watching Harry Potter Pt1-4 is so that i can watch pt5 with her and this plan we decided had been made like months back? Sighz... already disappointed enough to know she watching with a friend instead, so what if its a best friend that came back sg, so what am i? Someone who doesnt worth being to be put into considerations? But breaking a promise made months back and its not the 1st time this happens, why still wanna hurt this guy's heart over and over again ne? Why dont think of other way to resolve? Not like there aint any other nice movie? Cant talk with that friend if she mind watching other movie? Why izit always our date our plan our decision being the FIRST that came thru her mind to be changed to suit her situation. Why cant be other way around. What am i? Okok nvm wo rang bu wo rang lo.. but how many times do i need to repeat that. If its any of you reading this now, i bet you will get sick n tired too. You probably wont even trust that person, OR make anymore arrangements, OR even if arrangment is being made, you probably dont even dare to hav high expectation of the outcome. If anyone were in my shoes, he/she probably will become more defensive and will always think twice to everything associated with that person....reason why is becuz to protect him/herself being hurted again.
After so much disappointment, later on also found out she watched it even before she meet her that best friend.. with someone else. So that means she gonna watched it twice. Ok wats this? Anyone but me? Rather watched with anyone over n over.. but me? Aint watching HP is our plan made months back? How come ended up you watched twice with others then what is this? Even if u dont mind watching with me the 3rd time. I wont want it! I am lazy to explain the reason why.. Jus think if you were me. Jus try to be in my shoes and THINK...
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Whatever la... tml i will be going to watch it with them, although i wont be enjoying to my fullest compared with... you know. But better than desperately asking everyone around me with not much hope.
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