All about me, my life and people around me...

Officially Dead

2010-07-26T00:25:00.008+08:00

This is a Dead Site, so as me now.

wow.. was randomly reading my previous posts up till feb2008.. most are emo but i didnt know i could compose poems.. o.O and i had so much outings, programs and friends to talk to everyday..
now i am always rotting at home, and also left with a few friends but they are quality friends..
i changed alot in this short 2 yrs+... from bad to worse..
sighz......
maybe this is gonna be the very last post...

its hard to stop trying to see you or hear about you, still i will try my best for your sake and for my own good.
it might be possible for me to withdraw and give up on this perfect r/s i have ever wanted
but its impossible for me to stop loving you. never...
you're already part of my life.. all the while you always are...

DONT YOU JUST LOVE THE SUN?

2009-05-25T02:45:00.007+08:00

HEY ALL SUNSHINE BOYS N GIRLS OUT THERE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

There will be a gathering on 30th May 09 (Sat) at SENTOSA (Siloso)
Meeting time will be around 10am at Harbourfront
Everyone is welcome to join and free to bring any friends along!!
Its another random gathering from ppl all around. North South East West!
To those ppl who are interested but yet shy... YOU ARE NOT ALONE!! Cuz I am shy toooooooo =D
Feel free to contact me via any methods for more details!! It will be hell of a GREAT FUN! JOIN US NOW!!

Hey Hey Hey

2009-05-11T05:34:00.006+08:00

11th May 09 (Mon) - 5:35am

Well Well Well.. I have a few events coming up on 16th (Sat)

Sentosa!!! - It will be held on the 16th(Sat) Morning. Anyone interested please contact me asap. I am trying to gather ppl from various different places who dont know one another so dont feel shy! Ask your friends along and Apply soon!! (Oh yea! Food will be provided!! As my friend will be cooking rice/noodles for ALL)

4D @ St James PowerHouse (16th Sat) - Why izit called 4D!? Becuz it means "Drink Drank Drunk Day"!! ALL are welcomed. Same as well, I have a list of friends from different groups confirmed attendance already, so do let me know soon and try gather more friends along!!

club sux

2009-05-02T07:09:00.002+08:00

02 May 09 (Sat) - 7am

I seriously hate clubbing.... I hate clubs.... It seriously Sux to the Core!!!
(I remembers saying this almost 3 years back.. and ya, I really mean it till now)

Facts or Craps... Up to you to believe...

Condolence

2009-05-02T05:21:00.008+08:00

02 May 09 (Sat)

To Ky: Although I dont know you well and we had like just hi-bye kind of friendship. But I can feel it by myself that you are indeed a nice guy, in addition to the words that travelled to my ears which agreed as well. I am seriously shocked and depressed after hearing the news. I dont know what happened, why, when and how... But I wished maybe I was there to prevent this from happening.
If given a chance I really hoped that I can get to know you more but well... everything's too late now....

Wished that his family can get through this soon. At this point of time, no point turning back anyway, time to move on......
Sighz... Kind of speechless for more words now, simply cant explain this terrible feeling I am having now. He could have been a great friend to me if I had approached him more and get to know one another better...

My wish........

2009-04-24T02:09:00.003+08:00

I just feel like going oversea... somewhere far to settle down for a few months to a year or so...
Ya..
Seriously I wished.

Jw42 Dance Squad !!!!!

2009-04-10T03:04:00.004+08:00

Try JibJab Sendables® eCards today!

Moving on...

2009-03-22T17:10:00.002+08:00

I dont know why but I feels like going oversea for a year or two...
I always thought I was someone who will never want to leave this place but guess I was wrong...

just for killing time =P

2009-03-06T12:28:00.009+08:00

06 March '09 (Friday) 12:30pm

Didnt intend to blog but cuz too bored while waiting for my friend so I decided to post some Random Stuffs again!

The usual scene of me "Mugging"
(Not looking at notes but.......)

~~~~~~~~ 10mins later ~~~~~~~~~~

(SnoreezZzzzZZzzz.... Si Bei Shag Ah~~)

I found 1 more theme for my next Halloween Party!!!

Of cuz is the Red & Blue one la, not the one in Grey -.-

1 Funny Pic which I koped from the net

Ok the story goes like this....
The owner of this Blue car was searching for a parking lot for quite some time alrdy until he thought he saw an available lot and he just do his reverse vertical parking as usual and he starts complaining something like "Walao Eh!? Why the parking lot here so small and squeezy one ah!? Nearly hit the pillar sia..!!"
And when he is done and walked out from his car happily until few steps away from it and he realised something strange, and he turned his head back and realised something weird... and that is.... Tada! No yellow markings!! "Alamak!! Aiya heck care la, no time liao...." *Walks off*

My eRevision Time Table !!!
(those who have got same timing as me pls jio me lunch! If not i am gonna be so loner again >.<)
Click To Enlarge

o.O

2008-12-07T17:31:00.004+08:00

mood: dull, 好矛盾...

please show me the way to see the light that marks the end of this forever ongoing tunnel =/

Wake me up when November Ends

2008-11-13T04:15:00.016+08:00

~ Random Backdated Peektures Time ~

My Bday CelebrationssSs Collage (Part 1) ~ more to come...

Fright Night - One Night Hair Stand (SIM's Halloween Event)

My First Halloween '08

LASTLY ~~~~~~~~ SUPER RANDOMLY ~~~

一路上有你

2008-11-13T03:41:00.002+08:00

这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你的
是天意吧
让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去
也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你

My new girls !!!

2008-10-07T03:25:00.005+08:00

Introducing my new gfs...
Finally after almost 3yrs of relationship with my beloved N70.. I ditched her for this 2 Beauties.
Yea I am 1 leg on 2 boats =S

Nokia N96

Samsung i900 aka Omnia

Been trying v hard these days to figure out how to tame them -.-
Alright time for bed! Tataz...

September Ends

2008-10-03T01:57:00.018+08:00

2nd Oct 2008 (Thurs)

Lazy to write again! So I shall post some random pictures...

C l i c k T o E n l a r g e

The Omnia Brothers !~!

I am getting my N96 soon!! Weeee!!!

Wait till I grab hold of it and i will take some closer photos of both mobile phones

More Sept photos to come on the next entry... Pls stay tune ~~

Peekture time...!

2008-09-11T03:56:00.005+08:00

Wooo damn exciting week I had... Everyday is packed with outings and stuffs.. But I simply love it!
I just like being busy busy busy with outings!!
I have sooooooo many pics to waiting for me to upload. But i am sooo lazy!
Anyone kind enuff to teach me how to use photoshop?!? And also who have Photoshop CS2 serial number? I need it!! =/

Well I shall randomly pick some pics during working days...
Introducing my starhubbing friends!!

Oh ya!! Click on individual pic to enlarge!!

I got sooo bored at home one day and I came out with this short short story..... ENJOY YA!!

Sighz...

2008-09-03T01:25:00.004+08:00

Result came out this morning.
Checked my results in the office using colleague's laptop.
Did badly for my papers...
So many thoughts running thru my mind now.
I remember how I told myself to study well this time, dont be like poly days.
I remember how i used to mug even during 1st week of school and was determined to do well and not let my mum down...
I refrained myself from many things back then just to attend every single lesson, trying to be attentive during lesson and keeping myself updated even b4 the chapters are being taught.
As time goes by.... things started changing....
So many things in my head now but no point saying them all out now. Its too late...

Well... suddenly I recalled the only times i cried for study matters
Once is on the night b4 I was taking my O'level English, I was so worried till i cried on my bed and couldnt sleep. I was controlling so miserably under my blanket cuz I was still sleeping in the same room as my grandma at that time and wouldn't wanna let her hear me.
Ermm the next time would be during Poly. Poly days were my crisis period due to many other reasons that were affecting me. Have to thanks my mum, as she was trying very hard to help me appeal back to course and amazingly we succeeded. Thruout the few years, I cant remember how many times I went buying alcohol from 7-11 and then went strolling and cycling around the whole Jurong and to some dark and deserted places to cry myself out loudly...at one point, I did that almost every night consecutively for few months.
And the next time after that would be now? Argh how I wished I still had my bicycle...and I can grab a few drinks and go somewhere with no living souls around.
Now I dunno how to lift up my head and tell my mum... I failed the papers or should I say.... Mummy.. I failed you... yet again.

I am just so hopeless......

Haru - Once Upon A Day

2008-08-24T02:23:00.008+08:00

"Haru - Once Upon A Day"

old video =) enjoy

ODAC Og3 2nd Outing

2008-08-21T02:09:00.006+08:00

170808 - 2nd outing with my ODAC OG3 and seniors

click to enlarge =)

ok firstly i am not a very creative person and secondly, i am using paint program.. so yup i know this sux but bear with it =P

credits: Elton(Ogl), Eileen, Wanshan: for bringing your digital camera and sending of photos

2008-08-11T01:21:00.005+08:00

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影
失去平衡慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间

想回到过去
试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

如果给我机会回到过去，我会要回去。。。
但不是让故事继续，而是要避免一切的开始。。。

2008-08-10T14:53:00.004+08:00

the incident that haunts me occasionally on random nights
the incident that happened right tonite
but 2 years back

10/08/06

2008-07-28T01:21:00.009+08:00

National day is approaching.....

9th of Aug...

the day of independence for all, where everyone is celebrating

the day when sweet memories was brought into my life

also the day when I was about to face a disaster

Photo Photo and more Photos !!!

2008-07-23T16:10:00.013+08:00

Too many pics to post it all out, and I've uploaded some of them in my friendster already, so here I shall post some other pics that arent in there. Oh ya I think Shenchee uploaded most of the Odac Og pics on facebook already so I can save the trouble then =P

The shy shy stall Uncle.

OG3 Ooi ! OG3 Ooi! OG3 Ooi Ooi Ooi !!!

Introducing my chio-est Odac Og mate in blue Jacket. Miss Alicia!!

My Starhub Colleagues Huilin and Yuanchuan

And now for the last photo of this entry.......

~~~~~~~~ DADA !! =P

2008-07-21T01:51:00.002+08:00

This is a poster of a movie called "Basic Instinct 2".
And no I've not watch this movie and neither had I watched the 1st episode therefore I've no clue what this movie is all about. So what is this movie doing here, that is another matter which i shall not mention any further......

Back from ODAC camp

2008-07-14T01:59:00.004+08:00

13 Jul 08 (Sun)

I went ODAC freshman camp on 11th friday till this afternoon back home. Wooo tired!! Mainly cuz i didnt slp for the night. I actually only decided to go for the camp on Thurs cuz I was only being asked on Wed as Serp needed 1 more person to be a mole for 1 of the OGs. Luckily I managed to take leave from work cuz i am kinda interested to go....
Anyway lots of mixed feelings and thoughts esp during the 2nd day of the camp. Shall not say more abt those here... But overall I had so much fun there and i nv regret taking the leave for the camp! Definitely worth it. Like what i always say to my fellow friends who always refuse to take a break off work or studies or who always nuah at home... "Schooling days are the only time when you can actually play and enjoy while you still can. Have as much fun as possible as well as make more friends. If not you will definitely gonna regret next time when you're out in the society working for money cuz you can never return back to school days anymore"
I have Soooooooo much things and thoughts in me to share up here regarding the Camp but i am so lazy to type =P
To keep things simple, i shall upload the pics as soon as i got it!
Oh ya!! I gonna go back Ubin again one day cuz I still miss out alot of places haven go la! Maybe next time can plan another OG outing to Ubin. =P

ARGH cant type anymore.. so shagged out! Nitez

靠近

2008-06-27T03:43:00.009+08:00

走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信我一定会陪你走下去

能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信我一定会陪你走下去
只要你再相信我们会轻轻地靠在一起

两年了。。。
眼泪也流了那么久了。。。
够了吧？

最想念的不是你，而是过去天真无知的自己

Work Work Work !!!

2008-06-24T01:19:00.006+08:00

23th June 08 (Mon)

Sry for not updating!!
Being pretty busy with my new job. Yes!! I found a job!
Not only busying with work, I am busy with outings too... watched quite alot of movies this 2 weeks and had a chalet few days back too... Busy yet enjoying!! And my colleagues are all very friendly and most of them around my age too...... yay!! More friends....
Ok! gtg slp soon cuz tml working morning shift! and Yikes! 5hours of slp left >.< *gonez*

back to the past

2008-06-10T05:05:00.003+08:00

moodless nite, lying down on my bed is not doing any better. was thinking back of something in the past and the images were blurred. jus then i remembered i hav got not a single pic that i can reflect back to.
went back to read my past entry on 7th august, i really hope i can turn back time to the 7th aug to save those pics....
and no point turning the time further back to save the situation cuz i know it will never work out and its destined that i had to let it go...... so all i hav left is jus memories that are decreasing day by day.....
as i failed to save those pics.

bad week =S

2008-06-10T05:01:00.003+08:00

few days ago i had a huge quarrel with my mum, not like its any of a big deal to most of you, but to me it is. Cuz i only sees my mum like once or twice per month, and we only talked on phone like once per week or 2 weeks,etc... anyway i was like nearly got disowned. Sighz everything is in a mess rite now, not gonna talk much abt it anymore. crap.

Finally after near to 4mth

2008-06-05T22:42:00.003+08:00

I finally went back Gymming!! And finally collected my membership card that was being with them for 4mths collecting dust n cobwebs!!
Went twice this week... and guess what. Too long nv workout, suddenly so chiong i kana muscle aches and its aching like hell la, i never have such extreme aches before >.< not even during NS.
I cant even scratch my back, cant even strip off my T-shirt in a fast manner, cant even bath properly, and my chest is swollen huge =S in fact quite nice to see... whahaha

And yea! I finally bought my formal long sleeve shirt!! After visiting so bloody many shops last week and this week..... At last a shirt that is long enuff for my body and arms and not too baggy!
I didnt really care much whether izit nice to wear or the design nice or not, I tested the shirt and find the length ok and I jus grab and go.

just a dream

2008-06-03T07:23:00.004+08:00

Will dreams (maybe I should call it nightmare instead) turn out to be real?
And usually does the character of yourself in the dream actually same as your real self?
As in.... will your real feelings be the same as what happened in that dream?

Of all dreams I had recently, I just hope it will never be the one I had earlier.
I am starting to suspect the strength in myself.
I always thought I am able to resist and even counter it but......................I afraid I am still not ready.
Here I am brainwashing myself, trying so hard to forget, and yet............

the wounds that cannot be healed
the scars that will always be there

最长的电影

2008-05-16T05:00:00.008+08:00

我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
望着你　慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟　让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎
朦胧的时间我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟　让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　不是因为在乎
再给我两分钟　让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

Exam !!!!

2008-05-08T03:55:00.002+08:00

8th May 08

In about 6hours time is my 1st paper "Economics"!!!!
ARGH Stressed >.< Cuz I haven really been studying much, mostly due to my sleeping disorder these days...
The effort I put in is like 25% of everyones' =/ There is only one thing I can rely on now is........ LUCK!!! and also of cuz last min work (which is killing me cuz I cant understand a shit from the notes, everything seems greek to me)
If I can pass everything, then I am jus God Damn Lucky!

Happy Post!!! Hope more is coming!

2008-04-23T02:27:00.002+08:00

22nd April 08 (Tues)

10am -
Wakey Wakey!! (Actually i set alarm at 9am =X I am sooo nuah these days)

12pm -
Reach school, PBF lesson begins. (Late for 5-10mins so was sitting alone) Anyway lecturer of the lesson was KSM!! Although I only slept for like 4hours+ but i didnt fall asleep at all! Which is quite remarkable Cuz i Always fall asleep during PBF. She is much much better than JonathanPeh la.... My PBF could have been better if she was the lecturer (everyone and i meant Everyone thought the same too)

3pm -
Met up with Weifu(Rayth) went megabites to have late lunch tgt with Tim, Levin and some other new faces. And CRAP!! One of them still recognised me from Hey Gorgeous event -.- Wat the Fish la!! While the other girl said she remembered me during a Pbf lesson cuz So.....yup.... but i cant remember anything. Haha!! I have a serious STM with new faces in school >.<

3.30pm -
Crashed Wf's (also Jiamin and Chowfei and Mel and SooHan and many more)'s Maths1 class conducted by a different lecturer from mine. So the moment i went in the LT, i could hear the loud thunderous voice from Mr. Syep (lecturer's name) and due to the "Random Walk" (PBF term) type of seating pattern we had to part from the big group of friends sitting behind and sit at the 3rd row at the front. (Left=Cf , Right=Wf , Right²=Mel , etc)
Sitting infront is soooooooo different la!! Its more exciting and funny being at the front rows with Mr. Syep teaching lo! He will always be staring at the front peeps and look as if he is demanding answers from you but he did not actually meant to (although i heard from Cf and Leon that he usually do ask for names and answers but he did not do so this lesson) The way and pattern he teach is.... OMG so hilarious and exaggerate!!!
Thruout the whole lesson, he is shaking his body, running, giving a sudden yell at words like (Who's The Apple!! Who's The Apple!! Who's The APPLE!!), and using some funny terms like (simplifying=housekeeping , making "p" the subject= dont disturb the "q" , etc) , and for cancellation of variable due to substituting Zero to it he will do the "Woerkz Woerkz" sound and many other sounds effect la! Oh And And!! Not forgetting his forever dropping pants. (-.-") And that Batman Bag! WTH!?! His son took his briefcase to school and he got no other bags to use? ARGH at one point i was laughing non-stop and couldnt help it till i wanted to leave the LT cuz i am sitting too front and afraid that i am disturbing the class. Mel too same as me crashed Syep's lesson for the first time cuz we both were from Meena's class. She was laughing non-stop as well and she left during the break >.<
Anyway.... wa i can never stop writting about him cuz he is jus sooooo hyperactive!

6.30pm -
Lesson ends and Wf, Cf and me left school after doing some stuffs and took 154.

8pm -
3 of us met Leon up at HkeCC Mac for dinner, chatting and studying session. Tracy came to my surprised and she sat beside doing her stuffs.

Thats almost it...... nothing much else left...........
Oh and i wished i could have video-ed down the lesson or at least snapped some pictures but i couldnt cuz i was sitting infront =/
SRY!! No photos Again! =X

Well today is quite a meaningful and cheerful day for me, with lots of fun and companies the whole day.
If everyday can be as carefree as today especially at night =/ I just need to stop thinking of stuffs on my bed rolling ahout for an hour everynite trying to sleep! And so i can tune back my bio clock back to normal abit...
Lastly.... Yeap! Looking forward to post more happy entries...
3am++!! Gosh!! Nitez!

confused

2008-04-22T02:57:00.009+08:00

i thought i am changing to be one of the kind
but i jus realised i am still wandering not too far away from my original point
this is getting so complicated i really dunno wat i really want
anyway i should be happy but it seems that i am not
i need to learn how to be a bastard

i am not be as perfect as i may seems to be
yup so think twice...................and dont regret cuz i sux big time...

sometimes i really wished that i hav an older brother or sister to talk to.....
dont talk abt older, i dont even hav a SLIGHTLY younger one that i can REALLY talk to.....

Left? Right? Or Straight?

2008-04-20T04:49:00.004+08:00

Sometimes things can get very complicated even though it can be very simple.
Sometimes people choose the harder path instead of the easier and clear ones.
Sometimes people choose to enter the path of sufferings when they do not have to.
Sometimes people just refuse to let go even though they are at pain.
Sometimes somethings are better to be left untold.
Sometimes some secrets are never meant to be secrets.
Sometimes situation might be better off for the secrets to be revealed.
Sometimes people missed out a good chance for not daring enough to try something new.
Sometimes some words are better to be left unsaid even though that is how he/she feels.
Cuz no one know what outcome will those few words lead to...
To something better? Or something worse...
Sometimes...
Sometimes.......

Its never better to be stucked at Red light.
Therefore its Green light now, its time to move on..........
But...................................
Turn left? Right? Or Straight?

Happy Entry Happy Entry Happy Entry !!

2008-04-18T04:31:00.022+08:00

17th April 08

I had a wonderful sleep till afternoon.
Then went for a fantastic studying session alone at library till evening.
Had a marvellous dinner alone at Mac.
Continued my phenomenon studying session again for abit.
Went home feeling so satisfied!!!

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Anyway... more movie updates. (OMG i finished almost every single movie i can find at Jp)
Three Kingdoms - 7/10
Untraceable - 6.5/10
Run Papa Run - 8/10
Definitely, Maybe - 8.5/10
Street Kings - 5.5/10

Ermm very long nv upload photos already.. I shall randomly pick some and upload then...

Me Angel Jane at Dempsey "Harrys"

Sentosa on a Monday? -.-

Com'on!! Give me your most seductive looks!!!

The Body Building Champs of Jw Wlny!!

DblO Nite with Jw and Hougang Wlny

AHHHH~~~~ HELP !!!!!!!!

Me and Zx ~ Coincidentally Same Shirt Same Day Same Place -.-

more updates in this 2 weeks

2008-03-31T02:17:00.005+08:00

2 weeks:
- 4 movies
- X number of drinking nights
- 3 clubbing nights
- Many many eRev classes
- 2 lan gaming nights

2 Busy Busy weeks........... i should be starting my revision soon!

Movies:
The Orphanage - 7/10
Vantage Point - 8/10
Shutter - 6/10
Semi-Pro - 7/10

Photos:
Many Many...!! Sorry! I been rather lazy to upload pics in my blog for very long already. For more updates just check it out on my friendster.

School:
eRev UK classes are tiring... and Pbf simply sucks still, the rests are still alright. Prelim results? Not a single paper back to me yet. Econ UK lessons are coming, and its Amos!! *panicks*

Clubbing & Drinking:
Clubbing and Drinking nights had been fun, cuz I very long nv club already. But I need to bar myself from clubbing again. This time is for the final exams as well as my health and of cuz.... my belly! =X

Life:
My life for this 2 weeks was pretty great... Had fun with friends in school, Wlny and Jw42! However great yet getting more and more complicated. Well I need to organise my priority list properly first. Studies come first Studies come first Studies come first........... Wish I can control myself and regain back my motivation like when I just entered Sim.

hmmm well i guess thats all for now, and Sry! No photos uploaded again! whaha

Being.... ermm random again?

2008-03-18T02:35:00.002+08:00

Step Up 2 - 8/10

Sky of Love - 8/10

10,000B.C. - 6/10

Rule No. 1 - 7/10

Death Note 3 - 8/10

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Anyone have any nice new RnB/Hip-hop songs can intro me?!? Cuz i super long never go club or listen to FM or search for songs already. Dont have to send me, just intro me in my cbox can already, i can ~~download~~ buy myself. =P

And And..................

Shit... I cant remember what i wanna blog about. Nvm i will update soon.. Buaiz

A nothing-much-to-blog-about post

2008-03-16T04:27:00.003+08:00

不知不觉地渐渐忘了那种感觉了
不知是应为太久或应为不敢去想

其实说是我不要
也是在欺骗自己

我接触了不少
也思考了满多

但始终还是没有肯定的答案
所以也不敢去下任何的决定

一直停顿在这
也不是个办法

但愿有朝一日
我能找到出路

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15th March 08

Just watched Step-up 2, and I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO turned on by that show after watching it man! And I really mean "SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" can you feel it?!? Argh too long never club already, that sudden urge was so strong that I wanted to blast music at Jp right away since its so empty and peaceful and dance crazily as if I had only 1 more day to live.
This coming week I must must MUST go club, for the first time in this year 2008.

My Wish For The Month

2008-03-03T19:21:00.002+08:00

My wish for the month is for Jx to get better soon...
Its really not fair for her to deserve all these...and she had already gone thru so much already so its time for a change for good...

Best wishes...

Exams Exams Exams....

2008-02-22T04:01:00.003+08:00

Study..... Study..... Study..... Study..... Study.....

I am jus so lazy... but I dont wanna let my mum down... Argh!!

Just to update you guys....
Prelims: 23rd Feb - 13rd March

not again...................

2008-02-14T02:48:00.004+08:00

Yet again and again and again.......
Problem lies with me or am i so unlucky. Am I really that complicated or just problematic?
The Shadow of a past character just carrys on reappearing infront of me in a new body.
Unfortunately, some past memories buried in me were being dug out all of the sudden and I nearly couldn't take it. Its been so long since I last went out for a drink in the park, I guess its time to get rid of the Long Island Tea that has been kept in the fridge for months.

Lying down on the field looking up at the dark sky
Familiar red clouds floating above me up high

I can hear the whispering between the wind and the tree
For once I was close with them, but now it is history

Now that I am back to find my friends
Yet stranger is what they name me as

These things that I've gone through before
And I thought I won't have to anymore

Facing the same old problems I'm having now
Experienced I should be, but i don't know how

Since I am being labelled as an intruder
The mosquitos are asking me to surrender

So now I am being forced to leave
Or I'll have bites all over me

Just.......................random

2008-02-10T05:52:00.000+08:00

Something is not right.
Maybe time isn't ripe.

Needs to sort out my mind.
As I am running out of time.

Problems arising from everywhere.
God, please spare me some air.

Carefree I may seem to be.
Stress is suffocating me.

The loneliness in me is growing day by day
Feeling it right now on my bed as I lay

I force myself not to think
Yet the deeper I will sink

I say to myself every night
Soon things will get it right

Thinking that time is all I need
How naive am I like a kid

I cant stop hiding from my fears
How long more can I hold my tears

~ on a random night with random thoughts using an hour of random time and wrote this random poetry ~
(lazy to continue to think, left 2hours of sleep >.<)

Challenge Shield 08

2008-01-20T20:19:00.000+08:00

19th Jan 08 (Sat)

Its the 3rd consecutive Saturday of Sentosa and I am still not having enough!!
Really had lotsa fun with the Src CS people these few weeks, although I am not part of them, but they made me feel like one! =)

Woke up at 5am for Sentosa and then Vivo for dinner and window shopping in the evening, Me and Weifu went back to Jp to meet up Jw42 peeps for 9+pm movie "Body 19". I was so shagged when I reached home at 12+am...

A job well-done by the CS committee together with the help of the 6 teams of participants, not forgetting the helpers (like me) as well!! Haha =P

Been rather lazy and busy to continue blogging after that November entry. Actually i already done with the December's draft just left with the uploading of photos but i guess i am not publishing it already. Its so dry and boring and i think some details in it i dont wish to post it here...
But I had a very very very great December last year, its so happening almost everyday.
- I get to know hordes of new friends in school mostly from Src.
- I had been watching 2-3 movies per week, yet i still missed out a few movies that i wanna watch.
- Lots of Dvd sessions with the Jw42.
- Uol Bash nite at Zouk
- Jx's Bday (Np, Sp, Chevrons)
- Vic's Bday (O Bar)
- Marv's Bday (Jp Fish n Co, Movie)
- Chris's Bday (Chalet at Arena)
and lots more activities...................................

Monday blues?

2008-01-18T01:43:00.000+08:00

14th Jan (Mon)

Jus when i thought its gonna be another Monday blues.... It came out to be a Happy Day for me!
And also the happiest day i've had in this new year... Having fun all day long... Thx for everything... =)

2008-01-14T04:34:00.001+08:00

Words that could not come out of my mouth
Feelings that could not be explained
Pain that could not be described

The cool breeze blowing against my face and arms
As i am walking alone down the never ending road
The sleeveless jersey does not help much in keeping me warm
Thoughts that were flying around under the dark sky, came attacking me all of the sudden
The pain in my heart is so overwhelming that it causes the ache in my injured foot seems diminishing
I feel so helpless
Spiritless half-opened eyes
Dim lights along the way seems so glaring
Flowers are as dull as the leaves in the bushes
The haze around me is making me confuse as though this is all a dream
Every step is slower than the one before, I can feel the ache on my foot again
But i just can't stop
Something is amiss though i dont wish to admit the fact that i am
But what is it? What can it be?
To be honest, this is not the first time i feel this way
I just cant seems to get rid of this problem in me
The missing piece in my life
The worries for my future
The wounds that cannot be healed
The same old me that i have been trying to change and i thought i did
Yet i am imagining all this time
As i just realised i am still at square one
The wind stopped blowing
The sky turns partially red
I guess its time

Apologies

2008-01-14T04:30:00.000+08:00

Sry for mentioning something that i should'nt in the sms...

Phobia?

2007-12-27T04:32:00.000+08:00

Phobia?

Phobia: a persistent, irrational fear of a specific object, activity, or situation that leads to a compelling desire to avoid it.

but i didnt try to avoid at all...so i guess i cannot term this as my phobia?

Decision: The act of reaching a conclusion or making up one's mind.

one's mind? the explaination didnt not mention anything regarding one's heart. but why izit so hard to come out with a decision when the heart and mind dont tally?

All about today...

2007-12-07T18:06:00.000+08:00

07th Dec 07

Schoolmates complained quite long ago that i didnt really blog about them so i will try to talk more abt school stuffs k!?! Haha =X

Slept at 3+am yesterday night even though i was planning to sleep early -.- Was doing some stuffs on my Pc as well as searching for a new sms tone. And i simply love my new sms tone =P

Rushing to school cuz i left home slightly late, but traffic was smooth and the buses were there when i reached the busstop, therefore ended up i reached school earlier by 5-10mins

As usual, Joys and Youyi are always either just right on time or late, so i was asked to try to book the seats at the back few rows for them. So i once i reached the LT, i took few sets of new Stat2 notes, i placed my bag on the right most seat at the centre and reserved 4 seats on my left like nobody's business...

During break, on my way to popular i met the Poa group having their break as well. Was commented by Jihui that i looked very dark -.-

After Stat2, I had for Pbf lesson. During the break, Tania actually offers to help me throw the empty drink cups away. Wa! I was like so surprised ok! Recently dont know why but i feels that she is becoming better in terms of character already, compared with last few months... Omg! During that period, i was like i never seen anyone more unreasonable than her =X

Cindy and Serp went off early. That Cindy always sleep so late and end up feels tired and sleepy in school. She better choose all afternoon lessons next year =X

During breaktime, my mum came down to Sim to get the T-shirts from me and passed me some documents for me to sign.

Chatted abit with HongYing and Elaine before breaktime is over, and then.... Elaine commented soooo much and soooo exaggeratedly on my skin colour especially on my elbows. Argh!~! Suddenly they make me feels like bleaching myself fairer >.<

After the break Tania sat beside me as Cindy wasnt there to sit with her. And as usual -.- my jacket on friday is like machiam brought to school for her like that zZzz. Alot of them didnt bring Chapter5 notes, ppl like Joys and Tania, etc...

So i shared notes with Tania and she automatically jotted down on my notes of the important points Mr Peh mentioned. Free Labour! =P She was so nice lo, but i think the reason why she does that is becuz so she can copy from my notes next week haha. But then my impression of her is getting better soooo much these days, at least better than after that incident outside their Econs LT, which doesnt matter anymore, she heng i am not that xiao qi lo! =P

I was so bored in lesson and thus took some photos...

Presenting our Mr Hypnotizer (He is really Pro ok! No matter how long i slept the night before, he is still very capable of making me fall asleep in his class)

Someone's pencil case. And no, i dunno who is that person, cuz its jus someone random who sat infront.

Pbf ended, i took Bus52 to JEC to have my 1st meal of the day at Mcdonalds. YAY!! Shaker Fries is back!! WoOoOoo!! Was jus talking about shaker fries with friends few weeks back only and its back already!! However never in my life i tasted a Big Mac so salty lo! I really wonder who the hell made that burger lo! Cuz i also never seen a Big Mac with salad and pickles on top of the patty usually they are below the patty.

By right the order in a Big Mac should be Bread -> Patty -> 2-3 Pickles & Vege -> Bread -> Patty -> Vege -> Bread. But this one is Bread -> Vege with 1 pickles (-.-) -> Patty -> Vege with 1 pickle again -> Bread -> Vege here too Crap! -> Patty -> Vege -> Bread.

The whole burger was so huge cuz vege was everywhere in the burger and they were so messy, not that its not good, cuz i like it with alot of vege too, but the way the burger was presented was so messed up as pickles everywhere and vege is all sticking out around the perimeter of the burger. After i noticed the salt on my fingers when i lifted the patty, and the moment i take a closer look on the patty, i was like "WOAH!?! WTF?? He grilled the patty with salt or fire?" But i didnt scrap out the salts on the 2 patties cuz i usually prefers to eat food with alot of salt on it, so i can quite tahan salty stuffs. But!! I ate half of the burger and i could not tahan anymore so i finished the whole cup of ice-lemon tea and i went off to Arcade.

Saw the cartoon characters from "Alvin and The Chipmunks", quite cute man... Other than doing funny postures for ppl to take photos, they also tried to scare the kids around them to keep everyone entertained.

Wa saw that freak at the bball shooting machine doing his speciality again (shooting with 1 ball on each hand in a orderly manner, left right left right...) Previous time was at Jp, now come Jec also see him >.<

Some pics i took...

Went home slacked abit then went off to Jp Swenson to hav dinner with Vic, Kris, Ernest, Xinjie, Ivan as its Vic's Bday... After that Vic, Ivan and me went to Clarke Quay to meet Jx up to go O bar together. Met Fz again, 2nd time so coindentally met her outside.

I didnt club for like a month plus already, didnt really have mood for clubbing for this whole period due to studying and lack of sleep etc... However it was quite a fun night clubbing for the 1st time with Wlny friends haha... Only thing that pissed me off is that guy friend of Ting. If only i knew that they arent that close and that guy is such as asshole cuz he didnt even bother lifting her up from the ground to somewhere to rest, i would hav confronted him when i saw all those snake hands of his doing stunts on Ting. Cuz i dunno wats their relationship so i didnt do that.

Anyway guess what? Its my first time leaving O bar without getting dead drunk lying on the floor. Its only my 3rd time going actually, previous 2 times i wasnt in good mood so i was drunk. Anyway gonna summarise abit on the club thingy...

Wind, Ivan and Benson didnt really get to dance much as they have to take care of Ting. While i am being bullied in O bar by the Angel Jy (cuz she wore white) , Devil Jx (cuz she wore black) and Empress Vic (cuz hmmm she is empress all the while? haha)

But hope Vic had fun cuz its her big day! After club, Gin and her friends went Fly while the rest of us went supper nearby and then home by cab...

And i concussed on my bed with my shirt and jeans on for 13hours...

The November Entry...

2007-11-26T03:36:00.000+08:00

26th Nov 07 (Mon)

31st Oct 07 (Wed) - After Maths lesson, went NP Alumni with Tania, Cindy and Joys for the Bday treat i promised them. After that i went library to meet up other schoolmates. Received a call then went off to meet up T,C and J again together with Serping for awhile. They bought me a box of Chocolate and Chess set -.- I was really surprised and speechless by that chess set although its stupid and funny, but i really appreciated the presents alot, I will never forget this. Thx to them once again... Went back library napped abit, crashed PBF lesson, Dined with Yx then went home. Tired day.

The pickpocket Hyper in action again! This time he got us a 2 dollar note

1st Nov 07 (Thurs) - Woke up late at 2pm despite Jihui's morning call, and i rushed to school for lesson. After lesson dined in school with Fei and Cy. Then went HkeCC Mac with Yx and Marv to study till almost 12.

2nd Nov 07 (Fri) - Went school at 11am+, get book from Jihui for Fei then went for PBF. I think i Buang the test till pretty jialat man, careless stupid mistakes i've made. Then after school i went Jec slacked at Arcade and Library till Yx n Cy arrival. After dinner we went Jp played pool and meet Marv n Jm up for Movie "Triangle". Most of them think the show sucks, while me being the most non-fussy fellow think its alright.

Yx in his coolest position.. Will he make it into the hole?

3rd - 7th Nov - Nothing special, just the usual routine consisting of gym, bball, jogging, school, self-study, etc...

8th Nov 07 (Thurs) - "Deepavali" No lesson today, so meet Jihui at Orchard to have lunch at Ajisan. The food is not bad but we ate till we sweat cuz of the spices. Then walked around finding place to study. She got herself 2 plush toys. The crowd was horrible so we decided to go Sengkang to study.

Look at the amount of the spices on top >.<

15th Nov 07 (Thurs) - Woke up in the noon and went school earlier to have lunch then meet Jihui up in library to study abit for Econ test later on. Didnt really do well for the test =/ After lesson, meet Jihui up and we went Creative sale at IBP. I forgot to bring my old mp3 player for the trade-in discount promo so i decided to come the next day again. So we went JEC to eat Kfc and brought her to see the Ice-skating arena and watched 2 teams of foreigners having a match of Ice hockey.

Jihui 花痴 (Hua Chi) over Ice Hockey Guys -.-

16th Nob 07 (Fri) - Lesson from 8.30am to 3pm, then went Creative sale again to get my old mp3 player traded off for $50 discount off Creative Zen. That spoilt mp3 player probably not worth anything so $50 discount is definitely worth it and i got my Zen for $199 with a $29 transparent case. Went JEC have dinner then library with Yx and home after that.

17th Nov 07 (Sat) - Its Sentosa day!! Went with Wlny gang and had dinner at Yoshinoya Harbourfront and walked around Vivo Pet Safari and went home by long journey bus...

Emo kid playing with sand

Ivan stop biting Brian's finger and look at the camera!!

Wlny Sentosa Outing 171107

The playful little Chihuahuas

18th Nov 07 (Sun) - Crap... i concussed for more than 12hours and woke up at 7pm in the evening. Last minute decision of joining Wlny friends at Jp for dinner then we went to play pool.

19th Mon 07 (Mon) - Hair cut and lunch with Kun, went home bath and then back to HkeCC mac to study.

20th Nov 07 (Tues) - Gyming on Tues with Wlny as usual, then jog back home from Jw Complex. Then went back Pioneer Mall to study with Wlny. Had dinner n Dvd sessions as well...

21st Nov 07 (Wed) - Purposely picked an old orange T-shirt for their "Yellow Wednesday", but cuz Youyi and Joys didnt came for Maths and so i didnt stay in school, therefore after lesson at 11+ to 12pm, i meet Vic and Jx for Lunch at Np. Then we went slacking arounding in Np and Jp till we met Brian and Wind up and 4 of us went movie "Enchanted" without Vic as she had to go back school for Cca. "Enchanted" is funny, you must go watch!! Saw Flintstone event stage and stuffs at Jp which is meant for the weekend event, and took some pics. Then at nite, online as usual and saw that familiar face came and viewed my profile so i added her. So i concluded that i didnt recognise wrongly, and she is really that HkeCC regular whom i often see and i thought that she is very very very AA. Haha!! Chatted with her for almost 3hours Omg!
*Shimin is a very nice, caring, courteous, generous, educated, civilised, pretty, tall, smart, humourous girl, i am soooooo honoured to get to know her and i will never regret knowing her and will never forget her for my whooooole life..*
Is this good enough? -.-

Wanna go for a spin in my car??

My new 1600cc FlintMobile.. Cool?

Left hand my wifey. Right hand her pal.

22nd Nov 07 (Thurs) - Didnt manage to wake up earlier for jogging due to last nite's chatting with Miss Piggy Shimin, so i woke up at 2pm. Due to something done by Grandma, the volcano in me nearly erupted for the first time in this 2 years. Luckily i cooled myself down or else i bet the whole house gonna be so messed up like there has been an earthquake. Anyway after lesson I met up with Yx and Marv to have dinner.

23rd Nov 07 (Fri) - 2 lesson from 8.30 till 3pm. Pretty sleepy in school cuz only slept for few hours (Thx to xiao zhu aka shimin)... After school went town to have Korean Cuisine with schoolmates and caiqi's bf. Played bball at nite and injuries again! Argh

24th Nov 07 (Sat) - Its Sentosa Again!!! Had a great day with Wlny there and also had Carls Junior at Vivo (my 2nd time eating C.J.) Damn full lo.... Went back with Vic and Jx by bus again... Was so tired that i nua on my PC chair and couldnt move, so i didnt join Wlny for the Dvd session at Jx's house.

Kana candid until so cool posture... -.-

Concussion...!!!

Fantastic Week !~!

2007-10-31T00:48:00.000+08:00

31st Oct 07 (Wed)

22nd (Mon) - Meet WenCong for Lunch at JEC then went school library to study abit. Evening went back home to prepare for gym session with Yx.

23rd (Tues) - Woke up in the noon and went jogging at 3pm. 7pm went Taman Jurong Mac to meet Fei up to study. 11pm meet Jane up at Jec to chat up abit.

24th (Wed) - Morning having Maths lesson, went NP to have lunch with schoolmates, then study abit b4 crashing JiHui and Fei's PBF lesson at 3+pm. After lesson, waited for Yx till 8+pm to have dinner tgt at 496

25th (Thurs) - Woke up early to go AMK to dye my hair at a Salon introduced by JiHui. After that I visited her Mum's stall at the nearby market, and rushed back to sch by cab for my Econs lesson at 3+. After lesson i meet Chris and Yx up at 406 kopitiam for dinner n chit-chat session.

26th (Fri) - Woke up at 8am to prepare to go Sentosa for Platoon3 outing. Had fun there and i even met Hey Gorgeous crews shooting at Siloso with all the finalists from every school. Took photos with Vincent and Fiona cuz that time i forgot to take with her. Met the SIM Mr. Gorgeous at the toilet when i was going to bath, he recognised me although we didnt know each other, so we chatted abit and then i know they've been shooting outdoors for days till he got so much tanner now.
I left HarbourFront at 4+pm to go school to study abit b4 my PBF lesson at 7pm. After lesson i meet Yx and Cy up and went Cineleisure by Cy's lorry. At 12am+ when everyone arrived, we went to a HongKong Restaurant and had a great meal, the food was nice. We watched the 2am movie "Seeker". 9 went in, 3 slept thruout, 2 slept near the ending part, only 4 manage to complete watching... Haha!
After that we went back to 401 to cut the cake and giving of present, then everyone went back so deadbeat...

With Fiona Xie

With Vincent

27th (Sat) - Woke up at 6pm and cab down to Dxo with Yx, meet up Angeline and Jane as well as Pauline and the rest there. Celebrated Pauline's 21st Bday at 2nd level which is called "The Loft" till 10+ or 11+pm we went down to Dxo and party till 2am and went back 501 for supper.

28th (Sun) - Went bball at 2-5pm+, meet Mum and i drove on her car to Specialist Shopping Centre. Scratched her car when i was going down the spiral to the carpark. Celebrated my bday with Family at a Restaurant there. Cut another cake that nite b4 going back home at 10+ and set off again to meet Wlny up at GekPoh. Had another mini celebration and cake from them and chilling session.

29th (Mon) - Afternoon meet JiHui and Fei up for Lunch at Taka Yoshinoya then went library for studying cum chit-chatting session. Chris joined in later near evening, not long later all went back while me and Chris went Clementi Party World to meet Fz, Fr, Gary and Yx for Ktv Session. Celebrated my bday and Yea! Another Bday Cake... Wow i never had so much Bday cake for my bday b4...

F4: Eh! How to do Question 8b?
M4: Its very easy! You see here.. It says that (Sin A + Cos A = 1) ma... then hor........
F4: *headaches*

Yx Fr Me Fz Gary Chris

30th (Tues) - Cab down to Bishan Library at 12-1pm to meet JiHui to have lunch and study. Then we had dinner at 7-8 and chatted till 9+ and set off back home.

We really like to take pics and act cute infront of camera lo. Haha!

Another pic took after Ktv session with Wlny...
"Tallest on the Right! Shortest on the Left! Hurry!!
Squad watch it! Squad S E D I A!!!
Squad keep still there!!
EH! Who's the one with the beanie head?!? Get it off! F#&%"

The long long awaited Entry

2007-10-30T03:04:00.000+08:00

30th Oct 07 (Tuesday)

Everything will be pretty much summarised......

Movies:

Shoot Em Up - 1 word to describe this movie, ie. "Exaggerated" !!!
Resident Evil: The Extinction - Wasnt up to expectation and the movie was too short.
Seeker - Not really a nice movie

Incident at Dental Clinic

Met up with Ernest and Vic at around 1+pm after a wednesday morning lesson. Accompanied Vic for her dental apptment while Ernest and Me waited at the seats available in the clinic. So i took out my portable Dvd player and continue watching my started-watching-very-long-but-yet-to-finish "One Litre Of Tears". There were some other strangers sitting around like us waiting too, there was his particular guy sitting 3 metres away facing me waiting for her wife/gf, and a mother with 2 kids sitting beside me. I was watching n watching till some part where it triggered off my tears and i was like fighting back till i cant bear with it that i had to pause the whole show and tilt my head n look upwards, and the guy was like infront of me so i saw him looking at me with question marks on his head. Thus i start tilting my head left, right, up, down as if i am stretching and trying very hard to act and wipe off my tears using my fingers as if my eyes and the sides of my nose are itching so badly. I spent like 1-2mins doing so till i dried my eyes and i continued watching. 5mins later i paused the show again and everything stated above repeated -.- This is so paiseh lo... heng i wasnt on the train >.<

Driving...

Been driving abit on my mum's 7-seater Honda Odyssey last few weeks. On her Bday 19th of Oct, I mounted left curb once when i was entering Ikea's carpark cuz i was trying not to go too near to the car on the right. On the 28th nite, going to celebrate my Bday with family, I scratched her car on the right side against the wall cuz i was trying to avoid going too near to the car on the left, it happened also at the spiral towards the carpark lots. Argh its so hard driving a huge car under such a constraint situation! When can i be a better and experienced driver? I dont hav a car for me to practise more >.<

Anyway mum brought me to take a look at cars. We went KIA, Mitsubishi, Honda, etc. Its till then i start to know some basics about cars. I tried alot of cars and came to a conclusion. All the 1300cc cars dont suits me due to the insufficient leg or head space but they are cheaper due to lesser capacity. The 1500cc or 1600cc are still alright but they are slightly higher, usually around 60k-80+k range. Crap! In another words, for my size i cant get any car cheaper than 60k... ARGH!!!

Clubbings...

Been going to clubs much lesser compared with last month. Once with Jw42 plus Wlny at St James PH, the other is with Jw42 for Pauline's Bday party cum Halloween Nite at DXO. Kinda tired and lost of interests of going such places sometimes...

Bday Parties...

Mum's Bday: Ate lunch with her at Ikea and shopped around Ikea and went to see cars that suits my height after that.

Fz, Fr and Wz's Bday: Celebrated with them at the bar outside Dxo. $20 for a tower is very cheap but the drinks are slightly diluted. Very long nv drink so much le, ended up being tipsy. Hangovered the other day...

Angeline's Bday: Celebrated at her place with Jw42. Wonderful nite with delicious home-cooked pasta and stuffs, and not forgetting the barcadi we bought.

Pauline's Bday: Celebrated at DXO with Yx, Jane and Angeline. Buffet and chilling session in the evening-night under the dark blue sky at "The Loft" located at the 2nd level. Clubbed at DXO at 1st level after the buffet party.

Playing some games on Angeline's Bday Nite

Ty Angeline Pauline Jane Yx

The Graveyard. (Take close look at the well on the left) Its Sadako!!

Chevrons...

Went Chevrons quite frequent this few weeks, cuz everyone is busying with their own activities. Stayed, once went with Jane to chill, went twice with Wlny peeps to sing, the other time went with Jw42 chill at lobby the whole nite cuz no room for us

Chuck and Larry ?!?

Basketball...

Tired of getting injuries and play bball machiam muay thai... Hope we will hav more inhouse games instead of playing with strangers or sharing courts, etc...

Steamboat...

Tried out the steamboat located at the kopitiam beside Yunnan Bookstore with Jw42 peeps. Variety is quite limited, but $10 and its jus walking distance away from my place, i dont mind going back again sometime.

Chris's face says it all. We had a great nite...

Weird dream...

Woke up by my tears on a morning, dream was something like i was at a funeral and my grandma is dead *choi*. Tears rolling down as i was looking into the coffin etc etc... Ppl often thinks i dont care abt her, but in fact all are wrong. So what I dont show like i concern abt my family, so what i always likes to be in my own world excluding them.. I still know my responsibility when i graduate and comes into the society and start working. Well anyway i dont wish to repeat everything i had already wrote in one of the entry back in July/August. "I know my role. I know my responsibility. I dont need any of you that dont know the situation well enough to comment abt me treating my grandma or my family. Cuz no one know each other's background well enough to have the rights to comment abt anything."

Celebrities Look-Alike ??

2007-10-08T11:14:00.001+08:00

I tried this for 6-7 photos and found that the 2nd photo i resembles 9 female and 1 male celebrities -.-

And in fact most of the photos resembles more female than male celebrities...zZz...

But why Fiona, Fiona and Fiona?!? WHY!!

Yet Another Occupying Week ~~~

2007-09-24T01:47:00.000+08:00

24th Sep 2007 (Mon)

If every week can be so wonderful and occupying as this week.............................

17th Sep (Mon) - My Virgin Drive!! I was preparing to go sch and Mum came to fetch me at my place to nearby Esso petrol station to get my Triangle Plate but somehow they didnt sell it, but Mum insisted me to try driving to school. So i did and my 1st time driving and i am risking of being charged already -.- Anyway its was very very shiok lor!! Driving for my 1st time on this huge 7-seater Automatic Car, sooo much better than Manual Car. After Sch at 3+pm, went to meet up Fei at TamanJurong for late lunch. Definitely love the Western Food stall there, simply $4+ and you can hav such a big plate and even egg is included in it. Went home after that. Not long later, Jane msged me to meet up and i was soooo surprised and gladed =p, cuz its usually me trying to find ppl go out one =/ So i spent the Monday nite with Angel and Jane at Jw area chilling and chatting till late.

18th Sep (Tues) - Went sch early morning with only 2-3hrs of slp from ytd's nite chilling. Intention of going school was to crash Maths lesson cuz i couldnt attend my orginal class on the coming Sat due to Frisbee Competition. Ytd i didnt get the right class i wanted cuz it was 3 lessons ahead of what i am looking for, however today's class was also 3 lessons ahead! So i decided to go back after reaching school for only few mins for nothing! Met up Fei on the bus to go have lunch at Jp as well as meeting Yx up as he was at Jp already. We decided to meet up for jogging later on. So we went home after lunch and walking around at JP. Rested and digesting my lunch till 4pm and met up Yx and start jogging to Jurong Park to meet Fei on the way. We jogged abit, went visit Japanese Garden for sight seeing, etc... and hungry again. So we jogged to the same TamanJurong Kopitiam and i ate Western again!! Yum Yum =D~~ After eating its around 7pm+ and we went home. Last minute decision of going "The Ark 木船" Cafe Restaurant to find Kris, so i asked Jane if she wanna go with me, she steadily says ok! So i happily rushing to get prepared and set off... We reached there at 9+pm and met up with Kris and his gf RuiFang at The Ark. The performance ended at 11pm and 4 of us went Clarke Quay to chill at an Indian Pub. Saw some "IndiaCorp" peeps shooting a variety show around the area. Kris and Rf went back at 12am+, and Me and Jane walked around the quiet Clarke Quay for an hour. Took cab back Jw area and had supper at 501 before we headed back home.

Me and Kris...

Me and Jane at the Indian Pub

Guess where is this...?

19th Sep (Wed) - Woke up in the afternoon with intention of going Sentosa for the Sun and the Beach, but ended up, the plan changed so I slacked at home till evening meet up Jane go Sentosa to meet Angel up at Cafe Del Mar. Quite a wonderful nite, chilling, chatting, enjoying the food there, as well as getting wet -.- After we left Cafe Del Mar at 12.30am, we stubbornly refused to take the bus or cab and actually walked 1 hour+ from Siloso to St James!! Went to the St James' "Station Kitchen" cuz we were all starving from the long walk, it was around 2am by then. We had a marvellous meal, the food was nice! BRAVO to "DIN TAI FUNG NOODLE BAR"!! Although the $4 coffee "shot" was abit ermm... disappointing. Haha! This reminds me of the B52 drink Yx ordered at Giraffe that time (one of my entry at july). After the great meal, we were dilly dallying and choosing cab out of the 20+ 30+ cab on the whole stretch of road and finally hop on one, and reached home around 3+ or 4am. Jus came to realised that i have been coming back late everyday and been drinking for 4 consecutive nights already.

$4 kopi "shot" VS $3+ teh -.-

Sentosa !~!~!

20th Sep (Thurs) - Slept for only an hour and woke u to prepare to go sch. I was freaking sleepy the whole day in school due to few nights of drinking and lacking of sleep already. Ended lesson at 6+pm, set off back home for bball session with Jw42 at our homecourt. Chatted abit at the court after the lights if off, Angel and Jane joined us halfway. After chatting, i went home bath and set off to meet Jane for late midnite supper at around 12+ or 1+am. I jus realised i been meeting Jane almost everyday, maybe cuz we both si bei wu eng? Haha! Hope she found a job soon... And Angel really needs to stop singing that stupid song by Rainy Yang -.-

21st Sep (Fri) - Woke up early for morning class again... Wa! Everyday sleep so little, i really dropping dead soon. Went Meiji warehouse sale at 2pm+ with Weifu, Angel and two of her friends. Went Jp for arcade and met up Jm and Angel to shop for Jm's formal wear shirt. Went back home at 5+, and i immediately concussed on my bed. Napped for awhile not even an hour of sleep, onlined abit and preparing stuffs to go sentosa for Daniel Soh's Bday chalet party. Andy tgt with Fr droved me there and Adrian and his gf boarded on the car at Harbourfront as well. Having some catching-up-with-old-buddies session at CoastSand Resort with Andy and Fr and the Platoon3 peeps as well as the ORDed James and KwangYong. For the whole night, i been hearing alot of "EH! you grown taller ar?" etc... Did I? I didnt go for any height measurement since i ORDed till now, but i really didnt think i grown any taller, in addition that i am already 22 going to be 23 next month -.- Anyway we went off at 11am. Andy, Fr, Adrian, his gf and me, 5 of us went Jp to watch 11.40pm show "The Invasion". Ok la, the movie is not bad, jus that i find it abit similar to "28 days later". After movie at 1+am, Andy droved me back home and i lied flat on the bed and never move again.

Me and Fr (she keeps insisting that i've grown much taller compared with last time haha)

Oh yea, jus gotten this photo from Yx. Its taken on his Bday 9th of Sept at Orchid CC at the Paintball place, which i mentioned at my previous entry.

~~ Jw42 ®©™ ~~
We are one big family !!!

Long awaited post

2007-09-17T02:01:00.000+08:00

17 Sep 07 (Mon)

Been rather lazy to blog these days. Anyway i will jus summarise of some random stuffs that i can think of...

Movies:
1408 : Ok ok show la... I wont say its very nice, jus a few scenes that shocked me and thats all. Story line, hmmm also okok only lo.
881 : A great and must-watch show! Very sad and funny local movie. Didnt actually want to watch it after watching the preview which i thought it was a lame show, but due to friend's suggestion so well i joined them, and it came out to be wonderful. And again i was so emo as my mind wonders off somewhere near the sad ending, and tears came rolling down as i was watching, jus like those Ah Mahs around me spamming tissues on their faces.
Ralatouille : Another must-watch show imo (in my opinion), inspiring, cute and funny show. Made me hungry after watching therefore i went for supper after the movie.
Rouge Assassin : Got few free tickets from mum, and watched with Jane, Yx and Cy. My mum was somewhere in the cinema watching too. Hmmm the show was abit disappointing cuz i was expecting to see quite some kong fu stunts by Jet Li but it came out to be like some common guns fight show. A waste of his talents and skills. And also, the ending was crap and confusing.

Other Fun activities:
=> 9th of Sep - Yx's Bday!~! We went PaintBall at Orchid Country Club then Takashimaya to hav a fabulous dinner, then off to Jec Kbox till 2am
=> Meetings with WLNY peeps. Recently been meeting them quite often cuz i too eng liao, at home also nth to do, so occasionally will meet them up for lunch, dinner, supper.
=> Overnite Lan gaming at Taman Jurong. Very long never play Dota le, ever since my PC kana that problem during July. Went overnite lan gaming with Jw42 to chill and relax... Wah my Dota now really cmi liao...
=> Gym session with Yx. Very very the long never go Gym liao. After the 2hours gym session i feels that my arms are so much dua liap lor!! Cuz i spent most of the time doing arms training only. Must go often liao!

Yx with his new watch

First time Chris so willingly let me take his photo

Walao!?! All so expensive one ah!

Driving:
2 weeks before my TP on 6th Sep... Been having driving lessons almost everyday on weekdays continuously, became so mentally shag everyday that i cant find time and energy to self-study like what i did for the first few weeks when sch starts.
PHEW!~! I PASS !!! on my 1st try!!! YEA!!!! My wish for years came true!

Hey Gorgeous:
I thought Jw42 peeps was joking regarding nominating me for the "Hey Gorgeous" aka School Hunks and Babes event. They snatched my IC from me, bluetoothed my photo in my Hp to theirs, ganging up against me -.-
Till one day i saw my photo on the website, i nearly yelled out loud in the middle of the night in my room. Was pretty mad at them that night for doing so, but as usual, my anger never last long.
Due to my height, I am already very prominent in sch already, walking around with eyes looking at me. After that nomination, i was being stared more often by more ppl in sch. Even kana recognised by some ppl on bus who belongs to the same lecture theatre as me in sch, teasing me. But at least now, my friends in sch increases from 0 to 2, from 2 to 10+ friends and still going on...
10th Sep (Mon) - Received a call from one of the "Hey Gorgeous" organiser, was asked to meet them for interview the next day in sch.
11th Sep (Tues) - Was intending to crash others lesson with Fei to buck up our Economics but the lecture theatre was full. Just when we were about to leave school, I received a call from the person again, and i was asked to go to the foodcourt for interview. Since i cant attend the lesson, so i went. I told them i hav nth that i can perform and hence i expect them to give up on me already.
12th Sep (Wed) - After watching Rouge Assassin, Mum fetched Me, Jane and Yx to St James. Jus when i was about to alight the car, That person called me and told me i was top3 on the site. Cuz a few of the guys with higher votes had graduate and thus i was being pushed up and became top3. I was like.... "WAT?!?!?!?" and for the whole night, I was feeling very panicked and stressed. The person asked me to give her a list of names and contacts of my friends, and she is going to give us a scenario, and she wanted me to prepare of wat to perform and things i need.
13th Sep (Thurs) - After sch, met up with Jw42 for bball at homecourt. Trying to practise some dribbling stunts i saw on youtube but it didnt came out well as i wasnt really an action pack guy on court usually. After discussing with Jw42 peeps i decided to get rid of the idea of doing stunts. And thinking of doing something lame like playing ball with the celebrity instead. Anyway after visiting the "monkey god tree" which is near my place. Getting more and more stressed cuz i cant think of anything i can perform, and i went home to watch 2 series of "Hey Gorgeous" on youtube, then i found out that they will go around to search for wild grass one, so i felt quite relieved cuz i am sure i wont be one of the top3 who needs to go on stage.
14h Sep (Fri) - After lesson, i was playing hide-and-seek with the Mediacorps peeps around the pathetically small school compound, some of my friends also playing hide-and-seek with me, cuz they know by staying beside me, they might be in trouble too. After dilly-dallying, finally they called me and asked my friends to compromise with them to act like a passers-by who know where i am and leads the mediacorp crews to me. So next thing is... Ben Yeo on my left, Fiona on my right. Zhen Rong and Julian also came di siao awhile halfway during the shoot. Alot of questionings and comparing of height, and even stimulate kissing with Fiona(not the lips la, jus standing close face on face) to see the height gap between our faces. Fiona is really damn short and skinny lor... Anyway i did a short few seconds of simple disgracing bball dribbling and thats all. I should hav short few seconds or a minute of scene on the show so i am actually prepared to see how disgraceful i am on tv 2 weeks later on Channel U. Lucky i wasnt one of the top3 hunks if not i think i might faint on stage.

Crap! I forgot to take pic with Fiona after the shoot! Argh...

Boring weekend 14-17th Sep
No Ktv, No mass gatherings, No bball, Nth at all... Haiz really getting desperate to know more steady kakis man!~! Been studying quite abit this week compared with last few weeks cuz i was chionging driving lessons.

星期天的晚上，因为一些事，心情糟透了。一点精神都没有，脑袋空空的从 Parc Oasis 走到 Chinese Garden Mrt，然后走到 300+Market 的 7-11，找不到 Long-Island。然后又莫名其妙的走到 Willows 然后到 JurongEast 336 的 fitness corner, playground and void deck 呆了一下。还上了 10 楼。过后走到了Prata Stall 因为听 Yx 说好像没了，可是我看到还在营业。接着我去了 496 的 7-11 买了两瓶 Bourbon & Vodka 然后到了 Jurong West St51 Blk469 的 Palm View Garden 喝完那两瓶。好像没什么 effect 似的，就继续乱乱走。也不知道我在往哪走，就这样左转右转的走到 Taman Jurong CC 了。头只是一点点的晕，那两瓶根本都不够。 -.- Arghh!! 肩膀又好酸了，背着这么重的书包走了两个钟头多，才决定回家。心好乱，好矛盾。只能埋怨自己的命运不好。所遇到的事，和人，甚至是时间，往往都不对，都不合。我还能撑多久？真的好累。

1 Litre Of Tears

2007-08-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

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Dont hav the feel for blogging atm (At The Moment), and i am enjoying my big bag of "Lays" now, so i will edit this post in the future. Anyway Enjoy this music. Its one of the song from "1 Litre of Tears" OST. Its a Must-Watch Jap drama and its a very touching n sad show.

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RANTING ENTRY !~!~!

2007-08-22T01:38:00.000+08:00

22nd Aug 07 (Wed)

1.40AM - Posting this new entry without actually planning to blog tonite, but Fuk it Man! I am here to RANT! Guess the emotional ups and downs days back are all very 多余. Why should i think back? Why should i even care anymore? I dont giv a damn to Liars especally those whom i considered close to me. Cuz those who know me well, should know that i dont tolerate liars. For Now! And i mean Now! Tonite! I Dont Give A Damn About You Anymore. Waste of my time and effort thinking of resolving. Kana cheated on 4th of July. Understand now? What i meant when i say its better to tell the truth than hiding, cuz the outcome after being revealed is many times worse than by jus telling the truth. Why cant you jus use ur brain and think and compare the outcome of both situation? Well Done! Good Job! Keep it up! Bloody Liar!

ROAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wat a Hiong2 Week...

2007-08-19T06:38:00.000+08:00

19th Aug 07 (Sunday)

*Fierce Week + Sleeping King + Fussy Grandma + The Blur Me*

Monday: Woke up around 1+pm, then at 3pm went to meet Jh for meal and stroll at Imm, then helped her abit on Maths before going home. Evening was desperately finding kaki for dinner, 9pm manage to get Yx agreed to accompany me to HKE CC Mcdonalds. I went first and he reached only at 10pm -.- Ate my dinner, watch abit of "one litre of tears" on my portable dvd player, study abit till 12am when Mcd was about to close, we went back to our block and I continue to study abit more, while Yx went back home. Cant remember wat i did but i was online till morning then i went to sleep finally.
Tuesday: Slept only a short few hours and went swimming with Leon, MongWee, Fei & Chris at Jurong East Complex in the morning near to noon. Me and Chris stayed till afternoon around 2pm+ while the rest went off slightly earlier. Ate Kfc there and halfway Chris went off to meet his Gf first so i went home alone after i finished my food. Had my driving lesson at 4pm-6pm and went Je library to study. Didnt study much cuz i was very tired and brain not functioning well maybe due to not enuff sleep previous nite and the swimming and driving. Went home after that.
Wednesday: Had morning class from 8.30pm-11.30pm. I went Lot1 to settle my X-Zone Arcade card, upgrading from Vip to Mip and switch to a Nebo card. Went home after that after spending so many SMSes with Jw42 peeps regarding shopping at around 2-3pm. I really sick of organizing and ppl who dont reply to SMSes or calls, even when you are or are not interested, please reply Yes, No, Not confirm plus reason if possible. Please spare a thought for the organizers and stop ignoring Msges. And also ppl that send this kinda msg saying "U go arrange la, I go sleep first" when the meeting timing i set is around one and a half hour later, and didnt even say whether want or not b4 going sleep, how i possibly arrange with everyone like that. Haiz from now on i really cant be bothered about organizing any shit unless i feels like, seriously we should ask those irresponsible fellows to be the organizers and let them taste what i've been tolerating for years since Poly days. Anyway back to topic, after i reached home, i feel asleep and woke up around 8pm to meet Marv for dinner at Blk 500+ de Kfc. Then last minute decision of going PowerHouse with Jane, Angel, Cy, Yx and his friend. Dunno since when but Angel really can dance well lo... Pattern zui zui... Yx and his friend went off an hour earlier b4 us. We all are so shagged out and our legs all nuah nuah liao but that Angel still can keep on going, so we also continue lo -.- Till finally music stops, end of the party then we went back. Had breakfast at Blk501 kopitiam with Jane and Cy and everyone went home after that. Poor Jane can only sleep an hour and had to go to work.
Thursday: Woke up in the afternoon and went for afternoon class 3.30pm-6.30pm. Accompany Jane till her class starts at 7pm. Then went to meet Yx n Marv at Clementi and we went Meridien for dinner. Again last minute decision, we decided to go Mos tonite. Wa?!? Continuously chiong for 2 nights? Siao bo...this 2 super siao chiongster.. Somemore Jane nv sleep at all still wan go chiong, and next morning got work again. Really worried abt her health but as her bro, i will surely accompany her and Yx lo. Passed my bag to Marv to help me bring it back and set off to Clarke Quay with Yx to meet Jane. Super damn crowded lo, got event going on and cuz whogoing.sg giving free entries online thats y. As usual, Mos disappointed me again. Music not really good, and its the usual horrible population of Malays over there. Went home at 3am+ and reached home around 4am. Got home nia and my grandma making a fuss of some matter... Damn Pissed!!!
Friday: Didnt get to sleep much after reaching home from Mos, had to wake up for morning lesson le. Heng afternoon lesson was cancelled or else i really can drop dead in Sim. Meet Leon, Weifu and his friends up for lunch. Weifu sure hav alot of friends in Sim le lo, unlike me =/ After lunch Me and Weifu went Jp to play arcade till Jm, Cy and Marv's arrival. Walked around shopped abit, and decided to rent Dvds for movie marathon at Jm's place at nite. After i reached home i immediately concussed on my bed, after several calls n SMSes from Jw42 gang, i finally woke up to realise they had finished 2 movies without me cuz i concussed for too long and too late. Went to join them for the other 2 movies and talking cock session in Jm's room. Went for supper at around 4am with Yx n Cy on Cy's pickup to Blk501 kopitiam. After that we went home.
Saturday: Woke up in the afternoon, set off at 5pm+ to jp to meet Jh. Took wrong bus and only realised after the bus went pass Lakeside Mrt and turned in to corporation road. I walked a pretty long distance back to Lakeside Mrt and decided to take a train to BoonLay. I saw the train arrived so i dashed up the escalator to hop in the train in time. Guess wat?!? I took the train that is going the opposite direction! Crap la!! So kam gong, took wrong bus then took wrong train.. -.- After i reached jp, met up with Jane n April for a little chat b4 meeting Jh at Mos for dinner (Mos Burger not Ministry of Sound -.- if tonite chiong again i think i will collapse there) After dinner we shopped around sportslink and went Taman Jurong for the National Day Carnival. We strolled around Taman Jurong CC and nearby. The booths and events are mostly by Jss students therefore lots of Jss students over there including the audiences, and Jh is sure very popular in school lo! Met so many friends there... After strolling, i see her home at around 10+pm and i went Jec to meet Jane and her gang up. Wa i nearly took the wrong bus to Jurong East again lor, heng i realised it b4 i board onto the bus. Wats with me today sia, kept taking wrong bus/trains. Reached Jec, played abit of Arcade games and chilled at Chevrons for the rest of the nite.
Sunday: I haven sleep after Chevrons till now, which is 8am+ le. Later 10am i having bball session with Jw42. Wa this week is sure very occupying and fantastic. Although its damn tired n shag but its shiok! Thats all about sunday cuz the day has only jus beganed... To be continued....

*Add-ons Special *

Firstly, during self-studying in the library on Tuesday, some random thoughts suddenly came across my mind.. No, i am not sad or upset about anything or anyone. Its jus some meaningless thoughts about the past. Secondly, hmmm these few days while nuahing on my bed I've been puzzling with some issues, my mind cant seems to control wat i am doing, but my heart is. I really need to do something about it. Thirdly, I am really very sick of this home!!!

Depress or Happy? Good or Bad?

2007-08-09T03:24:00.000+08:00

9th Aug 07 (Thurs)

"The Disaster"

Its was around 2-3am+ on Tues 7th of Aug, after abit of gaming, i stopped and chatted on Msn with Jh. After she went to bed i was as usual staring at my monitor blankly cuz i was quite sick of Dota already, till i came to realise one of my icon on the desktop was not right, its was the "Steam" program. (Its a program to login to play half-life, CS, etc games). Therefore after tried running it, i realised the main steam.exe file was missing and i had no clue why. So what i did was, i went to run the installer again and i didnt realised i selected the wrong folder to install in, i missed out the "Steam" directory and i installed it in the main folder. (My main folder is where i arranges everything into neat folders) Its when i saw lots of non-folders icon on my main folder, i realised i installed in the wrong folder. Programs like this cant be shifted between different folders by jus cut-and-paste, so i decided to reinstall it. I went to click on (Start-all programs-valve-steam-uninstall steam), and i was looking at the bar stucked halfway and it is still uninstalling despite seconds to minutes. So i clicked on the "Stop" button and i saw 95% of my main folder is gone. (What a stupid uninstalling script by Steam!!!)
This Pc have been with me since Poly days, its been roughly 4years. Everyone knows that I am someone who faces my Pc more than any other things else. Its like my brain, my diary, my photo album, my 24/7 mp3 player when playing game or while in my sleep(without music i cant sleep well), my listening ears and buddy when i feels down everytime, so much more to be named out.
It knows when to play the right songs when i am gaming, when i am sleeping, to wake me up from my sleep in the morning, when i am feeling sad or feeling high.
It gives me a pat on my back when i feels heartache with my head and tears on my desk.
It brings laughter, sadness, anger, sweetness into my life.
It lets me keep in touch with the world.
Most importantly it reminds me of my old times, jus like the title of my Blog.
"All about me, my life and people around me"
Every Songs, photos, information files i stored means something to me, they are all part of my past. And i am someone who often refers back all the old stuffs to remember of myself in the past. I will smile, laugh, miss, cry, fear, angry at them, they are all my memories. Without them, i will probably slowly starts to forget everything 1 by 1.
Anyway back to the topic, the losses are thousands of songs, photos, important files, but i am actually more depressed due to the losses of my photos. I really likes taking photos of me, my friends and things around me, its like every now and then i will jus take out my hp and snap.
The moment i saw my folder being wiped out, my brain was being reformatted as well. The next thing i did was, i shutdowned my Pc and headed to my bed and lied there staring blankly at the walls n ceilings for hours with my emptied brain.

"The New Me?"

New me? I have made a decision to be a different me from 7th Aug onwards. Not much differences, just trying to change my thinkings and goals of my life, as well as my priority ranking, hope i can succeed. Whether can i or can i not retrieve back the files i lost, i leave it to fate, and i am not gonna get bothered by it that much anymore. Its time to move on and stop living in my past.
Lets go back to what i did on Monday. I went for a run with fei in the afternoon, then went library to self-study for abit in the evening and met Jh for dinner n stuffs at nite.
Tuesday, after i woke up from the disaster, chatted with some ppl via sms and msn but some of the chat wasnt really pleasant. I cant really remember wat i did but only remembers i spent my whole evening-nite at library and Jp's Mcdonalds, self-studying alone and fei joined me later on.
I dunno why but while cracking my brains on Mathematics, i am actually unknowingly throwing aside every problems i am facing. I felt so much better after the self-studying and reached home around 11pm+. Forced myself to bed quite early after i reached home cuz i am having early class the next morning. I dont usually sleep that early so it took me quite awhile for me to reach my dreamland.
Wednesday, Woke up early without any problems, not as rush as usual, so i took and switched among buses all the way to SIM. As usual, the lonely me sitting alone listen to the Indian lecturer speaking in that fast and "Chim" accent. Luckily she is the Maths lecturer, at least thats my best subject or else i probably wont be able to understand or catch what she is saying. Anyway her way of teaching is really CMI (cannot make it). Its hypnotising lor! Making me dozing off in the lesson of my favourite subject. Wth! Comparing her with the Statistic Lecturer Mr. Bernard Ong, i will give him 7 and give her 3. She can even make a joke so dull, when the joke can actually be quite funny if its told by someone else. Well anyway ended my lesson before noon, was undecisive on what to do or where to go, and just then, Marv asked if i wanna go Ntu with him so the shui-bian-me of cuz agreed la. Ended up i didnt manage to catch the bus Marv is on, so i went Library to self-study again. It was around 2pm+ when i stepped into the library, expecting to be able to find a good seat with table cuz its still early. But, its National Day Eve! Its totally opposite of what i am expecting. I walked few rounds on the 3rd floor till i saw someone left so i took over it. Marv joined me at 5pm, and i carry on cracking my brains yet happily trying to solve Marv's Maths tutorial questions till Jane arrived at 6+pm then we went for dinner and chit-chatting session. Went to the bball court near Jp at 8+pm to join Jm and rest. Went home at 10+pm. Took a shower and set off back to Jp at 11-12am for midnite movie "Bourne Ultimatum". It is a great and must-watch movie. First time i felt pain in the eyes and body being tired when i am watching movie. Maybe its due to my flu and sore throat this few days and as well as long hours of studying. Its 4am+ now and its National Day, wonders hows my day like today. Hope its occupying as well...

Outings....

2007-08-05T05:12:00.000+08:00

25th July 07 (Wed)

Ermm went to watch "Invisible Target" the movie by Nicholas Tse. Quite a typical hongkong stunts and fighting movie but its quite worth the money la, considering its 2hr+ even longer than HarryPotter, and quite alot of fighting scenes. There is this ending scene whereby one of the main actors hugging his Gf who was crying cuz she was so worried, he was trying to relieve her by sayanging her head and saying "Guai", "Mei Shi Le", "Dui Bu Qi", etc.... I felt so emo suddenly while watching this particular scene. And was thinking of my life, and how i wish i hav a gf whom i can really take care of and teng her alot alot. Well, which guy would not want to? But think of my past experiences, every experience is making me pessimistic against relationship. I seriously thinks staying single is more trouble-free and better for me but will feel so hmmm missing out something sometimes, well maybe cuz i am not occupied enough, considering my steady friends arent alot so i always trying so hard to find peeps to go out. I am someone who lives for not jus myself, my priority is r/s as well as friendship.

Anyway i had some thoughts about "filial" some days ago... People often thinks i am not filial, etc. But i dont think so, well maybe becuz most ppl in sg have the thinking of a typical asian. Do i have to spend most of my time at home to accompany my family to build up the bond between us, do i need to always ask them or talk to them about happenings in each others' life, etc... I am not really very into their life and happenings doesnt mean that i am not filial, i dont like to talk much with my family members doesnt mean that i am not filial. Maybe most things i eat, most things i do, most of the time my thinking and my character... are all very westernised. Therefore my way of showing filial piety is different. I still do know that i have the responsibility to take care of the elders in my family, I definitely wans and hope that they can enjoy to their fullest and will definitely provide them with anything they wants provided that its within my power.

4th Aug 07 (Sat)

Woke up at 10+am with bad appetite, spinning head, upset stomach due to ytd nite's ktv session at chevrons. Drank abit over my limit and i vomited quite abit. Anyway ate Roti Prata and drank Milk, and even the Milk had Chivas taste in it -.- After abit of games i went back for a short nap cuz i wasnt feeling well. I woke up near evening time i am much better already, and starts my sms and msn routine to get the amount of ppl going for the movie tonite. Booked the tix online, it was 8.50pm FlashPoint at Plaza Sing. Jm drived Me,Marv,Yx,JiaHui to Ps, while HongJie and Cy joined us later on. Jh really wowed me with her dressing tonite i was pretty much impressed and shocked, reason is cuz my impression of her was her usual sporty or young girl attire ba, but she looked much matured tonite. Anyway the movie was hmmmm same as my usual comments...alright la, not bad. Yx was like pretty much motivated and "leveled-up" after the show, impressed by the sparring which he says those are Judo's skills. Anyway we went Giraffe after the movie, I dranked Erdinger shared with Jh. I was quite excited on seeing Yx's order but he ordered beer this time. So after our chilling session at Giraffe, we went to a nearby kopitiam to have supper at around near 1am. After supper Marv n Yx took cab home, while Me, Jh and Jm went to JurongHill after senting Cy home. Cuz Jh suggested on not going back home so early, and the Jm actually agreed and drived us there and i was very surprised cuz Jm seldom so onz one lo. After chit-chatting and stuffs, we sent Jh home at abt 4am and poor Jh kana lectured by his dad n bro. So now 6+am i am writing this half-asleep already, so what i wrote above are quite summarised. Gtg to bed le, having bball at 10am. Nitez.

Below are some pics i took on 3rd Aug Fri nite...

Me and The Drunkard

Size 4 vs Size 12 =P

My Weekends

2007-07-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

21st July 07 (Saturday)

Spent my Night at Plaza Sing (PS) and then went to the Restaurant Pub opposite across the road infront of PS called Giraffe with Weifu, Marv and Yx. Just a simple chilling and chit chatting night for us at the pub. Really funny when i saw the expressions on all of our faces when the very 1st drink arrived on our table, which is Yx's B52. It was more like jus only a shot and it cost about $12.90 w/o GST, therefore as usual, the unsatisfying Yx ordered another drink and the taste was awful. I cant remember the name but it was mixed with lime and Yx named the drink as Sea salt water. While Marv kept gulping on his 2 bottles of Erdinger Beer and was pretty happy with his drink. Whereas Weifu, same as Yx, regretted his choice after he tasted it. While me, I ordered Grape Cosmo and was quite satisfied with mine, compared with Yx and Weifu, although mine was jus an okok drink. Not forgetting how we were amazed by skillful female staff who poured the Erdinger from the bottle into the glass before serving Marv his 2nd Erdinger. None of us had seen anyone did that b4 so we were quite impressed. Anyway below are some pictures i took at the Pub.

Comparison between my wallet and Yx's B52

B52 Vs Erdinger (same price -.-)

The happy man with his glass of Erdinger

This is my Grape Cosmo

22nd July 07 (Sunday)

Woke up in the afternoon and game abit and i received this msg from Marv that ask if wanna go Bugis shopping. Iwas like "HUH?!?!?" Cuz that pretty weird for Marv to ask Jw42 to go town area, as he always prefer to go jus nearby in the west area for most activities. Anyway we met up at around 5+pm to Bugis. 5 of us (Me,Marv,Yx,Cy,Chris) walk around Parco Bugis Junction to look for presents and Marv bought a long-sleeved shirt for his upcoming opening of school, explaining that he might need it for formal occasions or accompany classmates who are clubbers? Wat crap reason is that... Anyway we walked for so long that all of us were tired and hungry, so we settled down at an eating house near parco. We had beef noodles, the food is alright and the portion is jus nice for us.

Me and Chris (dont know why i always like to rest my arm on other's shoulder =X )
Ah~~ Shit!~!
I think i was too engrossed in the food that i forgot to take pictures of it. >.<

After dinner, we carried on walking for awhile and took the train back west area. We meet up Weifu and played arcade at JEC. Chris and Me wanted to go Kbox but the rest were either tired or had something on the next day early morning. So we went back home after that.

Choosing TimeTable + Haircut + HarryPotter Day !!!

2007-07-21T03:17:00.000+08:00

20th July 07 (Friday)

As i mentioned Fei staying overnight at my place, he left in the morning, while i woke up at around 2pm. Busy settling my time table for my classes which is gonna commence at around the start of Aug. The available classes left for me to choose was soooo limited that i hardly hav anymore choices, anyway my timetable sux. I even hav 4 lessons on Sat late afternoon. Crap!
Set off at 4+pm to hav my haircut and Yx accompanied me as he had no keys to go back home. Damn heavy rain showered down suddenly while we were still walking our way there. We paused several times on the way there and were both pathetically drenched. Anyway a different lady cut for me which ended up i thought that it doesnt look nice. Doesnt matter much to me since my hair gets thick easily that i hav to visit them regularly so shui bian lo...
After that Yx rested at my place while i played abit of Dota and getting prepared to set off to JP to meet Fei and his friend for 7pm movie. Reached Jp and we played abit of arcade b4 we went in. The movie ended at 9.30pm, much shorter than previous few episodes i thought, considering first 20mins was commercial, the movie was like only 130mins. Overall i think the movie was ok, but my favourite is still episode 2&3 (Chamber of Secrets & Prisoner of Azkaban) Anyway i went to return the DVD i rented and went to play abit of arcade again. Oh man izit the timing for the bball shootout being reduced or izit my skills really deproved that much? I been struggling around 400+ points recently, today i hitted around 500 but was much much lesser than last time when i can jus hit at least 550 in every game i played. Met XueLi with her friends there unintentionally too. At 10+pm i went off for home...

Anyway i hav a pic of a cat which i took on 11th July after a nite bball session with jw42. Took at the coffeeshop at blk456. I think quite nice and funny cuz it was like staring at the camera (well maybe only for me, cuz i like furry animals like dogs, cats, hamsters ALOT!)

Fulfilling Thursday And Disappointing Issue

2007-07-20T02:57:00.000+08:00

19th July 07 (Thursday)

Woke up at 10am+ and busy with washing up and packing of my bag, as i will be outside for the whole day. Having my driving lesson at 11am and practising around the common test route and went back lakeside and ended my lesson at 1pm. So next on my schedule for the day would be the 2pm Enrolment talk at SIM, so since i had plenty of travelling time so i took a straight bus from lakeside instead of taking the train to Clementi and switch to a bus.
Reached SIM exactly at 2pm so i went to the registration counter to check with the lady if my name is in the attendance list. (Becuz i registered quite late so i actually haven received confirmation letter from UOL that i am being accepted) I was so glad and relieved at the same time to know that i am being accepted by UOL. The crowd at 2pm was pretty huge already. I was even astonished when i turned my back and saw the size of this crowd actually grown 3 times larger 15mins after the start of the talk in the lecture theatre(LT). And the last time i been in a LT was during Poly days which is around late 2004 (cuz 2005 i was having internetship). Wow!! 3 years already, time flies while serving NS. I actually felt awkward thruout the talk in the LT, partly was maybe becuz i was sitting at the front few rows and not much ppl were around where i am sitting. Halfway thru the talk, Leon called and then i knew they came into the LT to look for me.
Look at this crowd >.<
Oh the white T-shirt guy is YiLun while the one on his right in light blue is Fei

Anyway, after the talk n refreshment break. We decided to go off and skipped the 2nd part of the talk. I then carried on with my schedule which is collecting of my spectacles (the one i talked abt in the previous entry) at nearby Ginza Plaza located at West coast area.

Well I suddenly felt pretty tired, sleepy and restless after the driving n talk stuffs, maybe partly also due to my usual insufficient sleep. But then i still have to meet a friend at Clarke Quay at 6pm. And had another 2hours+ of "lecturing" talk regarding a MLM company, its story, plan and products. Ended at 8pm+ and my head was like its gonna explode anytime for being absorbing too much things suddenly in a day after so many years of slacking with my brain.
So the very last thing left in my schedule is to go Jurong Point(Jp) to rent Harry Potter part4 DVD from TS and went home. Fei came over to my place to watch tgt and he will be staying overnite since its late.

Oh ya.. not to forget the photo of this ridiculously expensive spectacles which i promised to upload once i collected it. The brand of the frame is called "Japonism"

I like metallic silver-grey coloured things...

I already looked so lang bei already, now even worse with the spectacles on.

I never watched Harry Potter b4 till recently i chiong part1- 4 all at once. Tml which is friday will be going for a haircut and then watching harry potter part5 at Jp with Fei and his female friend. Not that i wants to be their light bulb but i really really really cant find anyone else to watch with me le. Yea although my initial plan was supposed to be watching with someone but really was very disappointed once again, and couldnt watch with that someone was only part of the reason why i am disappointed. Its also becuz the idea of watching Harry Potter Pt1-4 is so that i can watch pt5 with her and this plan we decided had been made like months back? Sighz... already disappointed enough to know she watching with a friend instead, so what if its a best friend that came back sg, so what am i? Someone who doesnt worth being to be put into considerations? But breaking a promise made months back and its not the 1st time this happens, why still wanna hurt this guy's heart over and over again ne? Why dont think of other way to resolve? Not like there aint any other nice movie? Cant talk with that friend if she mind watching other movie? Why izit always our date our plan our decision being the FIRST that came thru her mind to be changed to suit her situation. Why cant be other way around. What am i? Okok nvm wo rang bu wo rang lo.. but how many times do i need to repeat that. If its any of you reading this now, i bet you will get sick n tired too. You probably wont even trust that person, OR make anymore arrangements, OR even if arrangment is being made, you probably dont even dare to hav high expectation of the outcome. If anyone were in my shoes, he/she probably will become more defensive and will always think twice to everything associated with that person....reason why is becuz to protect him/herself being hurted again.
After so much disappointment, later on also found out she watched it even before she meet her that best friend.. with someone else. So that means she gonna watched it twice. Ok wats this? Anyone but me? Rather watched with anyone over n over.. but me? Aint watching HP is our plan made months back? How come ended up you watched twice with others then what is this? Even if u dont mind watching with me the 3rd time. I wont want it! I am lazy to explain the reason why.. Jus think if you were me. Jus try to be in my shoes and THINK...
!@#!@%!#%@#%
Whatever la... tml i will be going to watch it with them, although i wont be enjoying to my fullest compared with... you know. But better than desperately asking everyone around me with not much hope.

Finally a satisfying Saturday...

2007-07-15T06:09:00.000+08:00

14th July (Saturday)

Intend to wake up in the morning to go over SIM and RELC to settle my payments and registration, but i woke up late in the afternoon instead. Went SIM with my Mum cuz she needs to write the cheque and after settling everything, she brought me to the Spectacle shop located opposite Ginza Plaze cuz i wanted to make a new pair of glasses for driving and future school needs.
It was freaking $700+ >.< , what i had in mind was somewhere around the usual $200+ range. The frame itself costed $700+ near to $800 but cuz my Mum was a regular customer there for many years so they reduced it to $600+ for the frame and then $100 for lens. The frame i chose was made by a famous Japanese designer but anyway i think who made it doesnt matter, i was really very shock to know the price after that. I will only get to collect it next week so i will get a pic uploaded real soon.
I also did another vision check and my eye sight is still unchanged. I am a damn lucky fellow i thought...cuz i been a game addict during poly days till now i still plays quite alot. I can face the Pc for 10+hours without resting my eyes at all for days or even weeks. But my eye sight since primary sch till now, it is always around 100+degree unchanged.
We left West coast at around 5pm my Mum droved to Taman Jurong to pick Fei up and then she dropped us off at Jp. I went to return some rented DVDs and Fei hav to go meet his friend at other places after that. So i was alone walking around and making calls n SMSes to Jw42 to arrange activity for the nite.
Went to play abit at the Arcade and at 7pm then set off to Chevrons to meet Jane, and we manage to get a room for 9+pm so we chilled for there drinking. chatting and playing pool for around an hour+ till Cy and Chris arrival. Marv and Jm joined us later on, while Cy had to make his move cuz he was last min being recalled back camp. Then halfway thru the Ktv session, Chris invited a female friend of his along. For once i thought it is always me trying to get female friends into Jw42, but i seems to be lacking of Nu Ren Yuan so i couldnt do much to help. Well done Chris! So when will it be Yx,Cy,Marv,Jm,etc...?

Below are some pics took during the Ktv session....

Marv aka K歌之王


JinMin who always sing English songs, and who always deny the fact that he likes Nike too (what are u wearing now?) -.-

Chris and Me! Chris always so shy one lei -.- Must change this bad habit man!

Me and Jane

Friday & Saturday with Jw42

2007-07-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

6th July 07 (Friday)

Went to Sakura with 3 of my brothers of Jw42 gang (Marv, Jm, Chris)
Its a buffet with jap,western,chinese,etc foods. Marvellous! Better than Sakae or Seoul Garden cuz Sakura is like a combination of everything.
This is the 4th time i went there le. The branch i referring to is located at JurongEast area inside Science Centre.

My fav food is Raw salmon, Fried prawns, Chicken Chop, Cooked Dori Fish, Satay, Herbal Chicken Soup, etc...

After our fantastic meal at around 9+pm we went Chevrons to chill and hav a short little ktv session. Meet up with Cy and we chilled and played pool a little till 12am and sang till 2+am and went home.

7th July 07 (Saturday)

Went to Jm's place with Chris and Marv. Discussing abt holiday trip for next week. Ended our discussion at 5+pm and went to HKECC (Hong Kah East Community Centre) to hav our meal at Mcdonalds. Then went to Taman Jurong de lan shop to play games. And then reach home at around 10+pm.
Below is one of the pic i accidentally took and found it funny..on the left is Jm (short for JinMing) while on the right is Chris (short for Christopher) . Awwww Sooo Sweet !!!!

Great Disappointment

2007-07-05T04:54:00.000+08:00

4th of July (Wed)

Today as usual, rot at home gaming till evening then went to accompany yx to hav his dinner at 496 kopitiam. Chatted abit and then he suggested clubbing tonite. Alright since my original plan of wearing red to go bugis for tonite suddenly changed so i am free and i took out my hp and start smsing around lo.. Was actually quite confirmed le. When i reached home i was so bored that i felt asleep and then woke up t 9+ and start calling those ppl who are going and those who are still pending. End up we cancelled le =/..... Then i continue rotting gaming at home till now which is 5+am le.. Damn no life lor me. Quite sick of this lifestyle le. Argh. Hope i really can get into sim and hope the course starts asap. I am so desperately in need of things for me to busy with and more new friends who are outgoing to go out with.

曾经有一个人说过 “Aiya my wkend 就是这么 boring, Hai, 如果你没当兵就好了。"
可是我觉得你的 weekend 很好啊，反而我的更难受。我现在没当兵了，又怎样？都是骗人的。
其实当我还在当兵时，我好期待。甚至到处问朋友 for ideas of places and activities to go or do，
我都有写下来。Ord 这么久到了，终于等到这个星期。我的 list 终于可以拿出来看了。一整天我的心情蛮好的。今天不能见面也就算了，可是。。。突然心情变得很遭。 Evening 的时候，还很期待的在想明天的事，甚至还跟 Yx confirm le 明天的 Ice-skating。我看也算了吧。什么事，我都从来也没有在 priority 过。还在 Sms 说什么大话。。。也是骗人的。我真的累了。。。我那么期待的，等了这么久的，努力想要的，我从得不到。还要我据续撑下去，我哪还有力量和精神啊。
很多事不是我不想等，不是我不想要，不是我变心。我也是人啊，我有感觉的，而且我的比别人的来得脆弱。每次都让我心碎，我是会累得，我是会怕的，我是会开始越来越想退缩的。
我真的觉得。。我们都没错，只是放手会比较好过。不用说对不起，错的不是你。问题在于我，是我撑不下去，该说对不起的人是我。对不起，我让你伤心一次又一次，我说的都做不到。
好啦。为了你好，也为了我好。我真的希望你能放手，不然我也真放不下。毕竟你自己也知道我的 pattern 了。我没说朋友也做不成，只是需要一些时间我们才能联络，不然历史又重演。

阿沁 - 其实还爱你

2007-07-03T02:36:00.000+08:00

阿沁 - 其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

每一夜闭上眼睛我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

可不可以任性求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

and i mean it............. sighz.
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Wat a.... nothing much for me to cheer about... day.
Morning woke up to go for medical appt, then rest abit till 1pm for my driving lesson.
Came back at 3pm and slept till 10+pm.
Already so bored and emotional over recent problems and trying to settle my mind down abit but suddenly everything became worse after some incidents.
Haiz... actually what i want for my life is quite simple, but it seems impossible.

- A stable career to 养家. My parents, relatives, kids, wife, siblings, etc... (still pending since i haven reach that stage)
- 2 or more kids (not too much la -.-) i dont wan my kids to be the only child cuz i dont wan them to be like my childhood
- parents as well as my uncles n grandma to be able to live long enuff till they see me becoming successful and all grown-up. And at least enjoy what i am able to give them and pls live longer >.< (why am i talking abt this -.- Choi!) - Most importantly my wife. she must be totally able to "merge" with me. whatever we do, we do it together if not at least support one another. honesty is the main key too. nth should be kept between one another. And of cuz faithful to one another is very important, which i suppose Everyone also think so. We must hav chemistry and must be understanding to one another as well. Aint those i mentioned are what everyone wants too? What i wants is a very simple relationship rite? Well in summary, what i hope for my future wife is someone who will always be by my side supporting me, who will nian me and not neglecting me. Of cuz i will never let her down la, she will always hav the full of my heart, shes givs me alot, i givs her even more. And with my dearest being sweet with me all the time, whatever i do, career and everything would be much more better, cuz how my relationship goes affects my mood and mood affects what i do, my motivation comes from her more than my friends do. 也就是说我要的，只是我爱的人，能爱我多一些，粘我多一点，我就心满意足了。可是真的很难吗？ All i want is just a simple n sweet relationship =/ seems impossible.
- Friends! They are important roles in my life too. Cuz friendship last longer than relationship, or maybe cuz my relationships are always so hmmm not lasting. I can say they are much important than my family after i reached teenage days. Really great thx to my poly friends and Jw42 as well as camp mates. Actually my friends are really quite limited lei, always searching around my contact list in my phone to find friends out but like not much lei.... -.- Anyway i can only hope that these remaining friendships i still holding on to will last forever. And hopefully i can get to make more new friends around ba, cuz i really need more steady friends around to accompany this irritating me who always so wu eng... everyday must go out, must game, must do something, dont sleep, dont like to rest, like superman like that engine keeps on going 24/7.

Alright thats all for tonite. The first 2 days of this new month didnt came out well, hopefully tml can be a different day ba. Everyday being so emo really making me insane soon. Losing interest in everything, losing appetite till i can 2days no need eat proper meal. Think i am going back to my games le ba. Nitez....

My First ~ ~ ~

2007-07-02T02:44:00.000+08:00

My First ~ ~ ~

01-07-07 Sunday

My First Blog Account
My First Entry
My First day of "a new life"

Wont be writing much cuz its my last min decision to blog since i had nth to do now, and its abt 2.50am (Mon) now. Jus anyhow crapping around la, so dont expect too much...

Ok back to Sunday Morning. Woke up at 9am+ feeling very down and so i didnt went for bball which i already confirmed with Jm that i am going. Anyway my left foot still hurts so i might as well stay home n rest my foot so next week hopefully i can play better.
Dotaing all the way till evening and start preparing to go for movie at Jp 9pm+ show with Yx,Chris,Cy,HongJie,Fei. Damn Gv site always in heavy traffic status and i cant book on sat and sun. The movie is not bad imo (in my opinion). Then came home surf net abit change my Msn personal msg to "我一等要说到做到。我行的。我会开心的！！！哈哈哈!!! ~~~~~~ Argh! 真的好放不下 >.< 不行啦！我得撑下去！" and then went to play a game of dota and now blogging away... Thats all for my sunday.
Everyday jus rot n rot like very no life, haiz. In additionally, i've been feeling real down these days. So down that it seems like wateva i am doing, my soul wasnt with me.
Hopefully the start of this new month of July will be much better ba. Wish that my life in this new month can be more occupying so that i wont feel emo so often everyday, 不然我真的会崩溃的！！！
Oh ya forgot to apologise for this dull looking post cuz i haven really explore much yet, 我会进步的！
Hmmm ok thats all for my very first entry. Hopefully next entry can be more interesting and colourful? Bye...